day 4.2

Date:   5/31/2011 12:16:07 PM ( 13 y ago)

I do have to admit this afternoon I had a bit of a grumbling belly. :-)   My motivation is now a bit blurry.
I'm questionning myself.

I am not doing the cleanse for weight loss because it scares me a bit, but my mind is already clearer & that was all the purpose of the cleanse. I though it would take longer to achieve. I guess I was a good 'candidate' (I did a fast 2 weeks prior this one).
 
Again, since my last cleanse, I feel like I never ate at all in my life... It's so weird. Like I have never tasted food. I don't miss it at all.

It's a bit scary. I think I would be lost if I did end the cleanse now....

I read earlier today that toxins don't exist, according to scientists (well not all of them).  Anyway this made me think about what I am doing. 
 I will embark on a water fast from NOW on. Really feel like I should do this.

This blog helps to stay focussed because I do not really think about the fast during the day. Obviously I can't say I'm not aware of it but I do not think of it as a program I'm on & that it needs to stay on my mind 24/7.

Don't really know about all the lenght of the fast. I honestly don't have a clue anymore about what I'm gonna do after all this, but my head will become clearer soon (I hope ^^).

Soooo this has been a good day after all. Yesterday I slept more than the usual. I'm not tired at all.

I'm concentrated (& that's really one of my weaknesses).
Not overwhelmed.  I hope tomorrow will be fine ;-)

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