restart gotta keep motivated its so so hard

Date:   5/27/2011 8:10:17 AM ( 13 y ago)

motivation totally gone
gonna have to force myself into this
seriously
its hard to keep fasting when mom brings home lots of yummy treats for me. even though i tell her not to i dunno why she sees disencouraging me as being nice
today ive not eaten too to badly, mostly home made soup and oat bread

tomorow will be my day 1 of fasting, i guess i wont be going out this weekend
just got my dress i ordered online i managed to SQEEEEZE into it but i defo need to lose a bit of weight for it to fit more comfortably. so this will be my last ever fast once i complete it. then i will start a diet plan.

this isnt going to be an exactly proper fast tbvh
ive got some weightwatchers hot chocolate (only good choco treat mums got me) 40 cals a cup, im going to have one of them a night before i go to bed or just when im really really caving, it will help keep me strong. i will only eveer allow myself one a day at the most, along with that i will have as much green tea and water as i want, now that i will be allowing myself that one treat im hoping for this fast to last 7 days i know that by day 3/4 hunger should be gone maybe if it is i will go longer, going to go for a spot of shopping on monday hopefully that will keep my mind occupied on day 3, day 3 is my most common day for giving up. day 2 is going to be hard and tomorow day one im going to just have to try and resist temptations!

so 7 days here i come!
i will check back in tomorow at midnight once i have completed my one complete full day of fasting. heres hoping i can get myself back on track, neeed to start exercising again been getting lazy, i know im putting weight on coz my face feels fat, my face always feels fat when i put some weight on lol not cool! :'(

 

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