7:19 am
May 19, 2011


KALLAH OR NO KALLAH FOR LESLIE?

The Aleph Kallah is a very important and
spiritually rich gathering of the Jewish Renewal Communities.

I have gone three times, about ten years ago.

I made a lot of friends.

I also triggered a lot of my original pain work
that exists in a contest of the family of my birth
and the Jewish experience.

I was born into this Jewish experience
on purpose, according to my own belief system.

I live in a world that believes that we choose our parents
and we choose our life path and destiny on purpose
and for a purpose.

I am clearly living a life now where my parts of my
beingness are not integrated with my humanness.

Spiritual, from my point of view, means all of one piece.
To be all of one piece is also essential to being
all of one peace, i.e,, having peace in the world.

I DO NOT WANT TO GET DEEPER INTO TEACHING NOW

I do not want to get deeper into these Essene Teachings now.

My point here is, Kallah or No Kallah?

IS IT A GOOD INVESTMENT TO GO?

Is it a good investment to go to the Aleph Kallah?

What would I get out of this?

Am I needed?

I get a "Yes?" when I ask that question.

Would it be easy for me to serve the community
there now?

I get a yes, if I am just vulnerable and go to
learn somethings about myself.

HOW ABOUT THE COST?

The cost is near $1000.00.

That is a lot of money for me.

The bigger cost is what would I not be doing with my time.

I really need to stablilize my home life.
This was the most severe of winters.
I am not all back mentally.
I do not want to disrespect my growth process.
I do not want to disrespect how close I came to
seeing no way out of my life circumstances.

I can get more into that in other blogs.

TO KALLAH OR NOT KALLAH?

This is the question.


FOREST TRADE

What would be my purpose in going?

How would I pay for the Kallah?


HOW MUCH MONEY DO I HAVE NOW IN THE
BANK?

WHAT ARE MY MAIN PLACES THAT I WANT TO
GO THIS YEAR WHERE I CAN SERVE, LEARN AND GROW?


Spirit has been wanting to get me to the Bioneers
in the Bay Area for many years.
I am long overdue for that trip.

There is also a trip September 23-25 to a
Communities Conference above San Francisco.

That would cost a lot, but I need to rebond with
the national FIC communities as well.

I get a big YES on that one.


WHERE ARE MY JEWISH ALLIES?


SACRED FOOD PROJECT
Non functioning now....but
good resources

https://www.aleph.org/sacredfoods.htm


JEWISH FARM SCHOOL

http://hosted.verticalresponse.com/145991/9629259422/6000444/584cf19284/







 

Popularity:   message viewed 1479 times
URL:   http://www.curezone.org/blogs/fm.asp?i=1813219

<< Return to the standard message view

Page generated on: 11/22/2024 7:32:25 AM in Dallas, Texas
www.curezone.org