one of the most serious posts ever

Date:   3/27/2011 1:24:20 PM ( 13 y ago)

Need I say more? I had a mini snack feast yesterday. It was almost embarrassing but I stuck with mostly healthy foods. Yet I stepped on the scale today and I was 140lbs. So I just had a ginormous healthy lunch with one slice of bread. My plan is to not be hungry at work. I have a quart of green smoothie that I'm going to tap into when I'm absolutely hungry, well not absolutely but you know what I mean. I've also offered up my need to drink diet pop for the poor who don't have fresh water.

I guess what was really embarrassing about snacking last night was the obsessive back and forth to get crackers,etc. When I started chewing and spitting out food I decided to stop and just drink water. A large part of it was PMS but there is a tiny part of the snacking that is self sabotage. I felt like my body was saying, no you won't be able to cope with the stress of work (where I do my snacking) you need the weight on you. Look at you. Where did your boobs and your butt go? You don't have a big butt anymore. If you get small, people will hate you and be jealous. If you get slim, men may try to rape you just like before and if they did when you were a kid they'll do it more.

Good grief it's almost demonically inspired! Can I get a witness? Ladies and gentlemen this excess fat on our bodies is not all physical as you can see. More on this later!

Modified GSF: monday-friday replace two meals with a GS



 

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