10:13 pm
January 28, 2011

Lot of stressful feelings today, but
made some accomplishments.

I was able to upload Photoshop Elements
4.0 updated to my MacBook Pro just now.
The first time it would not work. I did it again.
I produced the Art above as the first work.

"Me" could have been capitalized.

I also was able to hook up the
SimpleTech to the Mac Book Pro,
as well as the Iomega. I copied most of the
Iphoto Libraries onto the Iomega.

This is just one little thing, but my computer
gives me some peace when it is organized.
I have not had access to all my Iphoto Libraries
in one place.

My mind has felt fragmented by events at the house.

This is a good move. I can go into creative spaces
when I am working with my IPhotos.

I also got some good support from Tony Lanzi
of Hitachi. He is replacing the third defective
Duo Pro 2.0 that I bought at Frye's with a more
professional G Technology Raid. I am hopeful this
will be more solid of an external drive for back up.

I also got a call from Heather Smith of the Press
section of New Hope. My press credential is approved.

I am in a state of collapse at the house with
my vision here, but hopefully I can find a way through this.

I am still not clear of the future. I am split,
but it does not seem practical when I imagine moving
from here now. I am in paralysis about my notebooks.

Lurrae spoke about a new chapter.

I am also feeling out of integrity with my coach.
She advised me to move. I did some healing of relationships
here, but they are still dicey.

I need a breakthrough.

10:22 pm

Next:
I am going to move my latest address book
here to the Mac Pro...

Later I will upgraee on the Imac.
to snow leapoard, after I can make a back up
with the G Raid.

It helps being able to do some of my work, not just
house stuff.










More nightmares.

I was in some kind of beautiful garden environment
and I was well appreciated.
Ariella Shira was with me in the dream.

A beautiful heavy piece of tropical fruit
was up above attached to a candleabra.
A bug bit the stem that attached it and it fell on me.

It was a beautiful environment,
but the foundation was unsafe,
or I was unsafe in the environment
from things falling on me.


SPEND TIME YESTERDAY

I spent time yesterday
on something very pleasant
that took my mind off problems here
at home. Is that all it would take,
just to be in an environment where I did not have
to be consumed by all the relationship issues here?

They are all consuming.

When they are not filling the space in my mind,
something else is now.

I do not know how to extricate myself from the issues
that are overwhelming my ability to live.

This feels very serious.

I do not have any solutions.

Looking for something to do now that is helping
me get out of bed.

I cannot see myself out of this predicament.

I am surrounded by years of build up materials,
mainly notebooks, and some books.

There must be some positive things I can do now.

I want to accomplish something right now.

There is a back up going on that appears to be working
on the Imac.

9:57 am

CLEAR WITH JACK?

That would be useful information.
Call Tiff to ask.







 

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