3:54 pm
January 25, 2011


Just up from a nap.

High anxiety.

I just realized after three moves
on the check board yesterday
in a positive direction that relieved pressure,
I am still in a check mate situation.

I am concerned that the first thing
to go will be my mind.

The pressure was relieved
in three area yesterday.

There was one rental.
There was one massive relationship improvement,
but no resolution of the financial problem
associated with it.
There was something else good I am sure
that I cannot remember.

Today,
There some some clarity about what needs
to happen next with the Middle Room.
This is also massive to get a rent payment,
or is it?

Then, there is concern about who
will live where at the end of February?
Am I free to rent the Little Room?
Where will Doug be?

Who will be in the Middle Room?

This is a full time job and 1/2
on top of another full time job that calls me
to pay attention to details.

There are many emotions that come up.

I hear laughter in the kitchen.
Someone is happy here.

I found a rent check that was temporarily misplaced.
There is a bank deposit to be made.

I would like to water the plants calling for attention.
Turn off the auto water system in the back.

is it really a check mate situation?
It is bigger than I can grasp the totality of what is being
asked right now.

I am forgetting pieces on purpose.
My mind cannot contain all this.

PROGRESS

FES remedies are ordered
and Blog written pulling together
links to them.

Registered for NPEW.

Still waiting or confirmation of Press credential.

Organic Center press?

GET RID OF SOME THING IN MY SPACE


MIDDLE ROOM COORDINATION

???Scott???
P talk to D.
Clean Up.

No relief with how deficit will be paid
to cover Dome.

4:50 pm
January 25, 2011

Back from Bank,
made extraneous deposits,
one late, but a part payment.
A couple business...
is there a hose to water the side garden???

TOO MUCH TO RESOLVE

initial thought.
my response.
What can you do....I say.
take attention off everything
and onto things I could do...
this is all I can do...
nine or ten working in concert...
all need to focus on something...

no attacks...cooperate...without the weapons..

then, take the next steps together...



 

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