The Friday the 14th 'Word of the day' for January in the Danish UBCmedia little book is, "We get slapped to the ground, but we get up again." 2 corinthians 4:9 . I read it while I was recovering from my oxepaxam-created panic, and there's a whole long paragraph here about rising up after a fiasco, to simply continue on one's way, having learnt the lesson.

Date:   1/15/2011 5:54:51 AM ( 13 y ago)

I got a nice, heavy dose of D3 over the ten days I was taking it. 255,000 iu in total, over several certain doses, and now my body has a big store of it in.. well, wherever it's stored. Fat tissue, I believe.

I got knocked silly by my doctor, my pump nurse didn't know what to make of it because I've been combining my treatment with exersize and a very high-protien, low-carb diet, and in the background, lots of prayer.

The one thorn in my flesh is Oxepaxam, which I got on two days after I started D3, and had a blood test then. My blood levels on the second day of D3 at 70,000 iu total was 105, and the reccomendations are 125–200 nM/L all year around. So it's probably well within that range right now, and I don't need any supplementation right now. It's day 2 after completely stopping taking them, and I expect my insulin sensitivity to slowly fall off until I can see my endo and talk about a proper daily dose to see how it helps things.

Currently though? I can feel that my fatty tissues hang.. flabbier. I feel heavy in the body thanks to the moodswings and ill effect that Oxepaxam has.

Oxepaxam seems to give -horrid- withdrawl effects on folk with a healthy level of D3 in their bodies. Hubby has no problems slipping off of it, I didn't in the first few times I used it, but these past two weeks it's given me mania out the yingyang while on D3 in 'large' doses, and stressings out, shakings all over the body, a hot rush of sunburn-feeling under the skin, muscle weakness, a -heavy- headache from trying to lower the dosage too quick, and it took six hours for those effects to lift even just a little while waiting in the emergency room.

I thought my life was ending. I thought I'd toxified myself on D3, and that my kidneys were going to shut down because of all the weakness, and that I was in danger of death. In prayer the Spirit kept telling me to stay home, relax and take it easy, but I was scared out of my wits and didn't know what was going on. My brother in law and my mother-in-law have not had problems coming off of it, but wow, did I ever. So.. I think the effects of D3 on the brain chemistry (making it healthy) vs the hormone-messing effects of Oxepaxam (not good!) are entirely at fault.

I've gone from 98 kilos to 94, and that's a loss of eight pounds within two weeks. The loss was gradual, and as I've said, I've dropped easy carbs and also dairy products. The flu-like symptoms of Oxepaxam-withdrawl are still heavily with me, but the heavy sleepiness of a high blood sugar and dry mouth still warn me when it's too high.

The Friday the 14th 'Word of the day' for January in the Danish UBCmedia little book is, "We get slapped to the ground, but we get up again." 2 corinthians 4:9 . I read it while I was recovering from my oxepaxam-created panic, and there's a whole long paragraph here about rising up after a fiasco, to simply continue on one's way, having learnt the lesson.

On the Daily Audio Bible today the encouragement was to journal when God speaks to us in scripture, so here we go.. Jesus has been very intimate with me in my prayers and in comforting, throughout all the upswings and downswings. I pray for the strength and patience to continue without fear or trembling, and to hold to the course he wishes for me-

Wisely, and without springing foolishly ahead, away from doing what's right, letting my doctors consult with and instruct me, and being a patient woman.

Today's reading in that little book asks 'What is your real motive?'- and indeed, it touches me. I have wanted to shout out all the things that Jesus wants to do with me, rather than hold it personal and dear, until it is a finished work and a blessing for others.

Jesus help me to be patient, kind, and undemanding, and to let your work flow in me rather than in a confusing and painful jangle on all my family, friends and those who read these things.

-illys

 

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