4:39 pm
January 3, 2010

Revelations Talking to Fran Avandano

FRAN CALLS BACK

I was able to make progress on this page
on the New Plant Your Dream Website

http://plantyourdream.net/?page_id=812

I have not talked to Fran since the day she was here,
a few days before Christmas Eve.
That was a healing moment.
It has been madness since.

She left a powerful feedback
that was very positive.


THIS IS WHAT FRAN SAID WHEN SHE VISITED

Here it is:
http://plantyourdream.net/?page_id=913


SHOCK AND DISBELIEF

5:20 pm
January 3, 2011

Just went into the kitchen to eat something.
Made some toast and pasture fed raw butter.
Ate some pasture fed raw cheese too.

I can't believe what we did the last few weeks
here.

We disassembled Cooperative Living
in our attempt to share more voices.

There are structures unrented and rented
with no agreements in place. We are potentially
at a loss of 1/5 of our income.

We are asking a potential housemate to leave
who has been a guest. I would prefer her to stay.
The room she is in she feels has some mold.
It will have to be removed. i do not think it is
too much mold.

I better tend to that.

THE FUTRE OF THE HOUSE IS NOW AT RISK

I will be asked to pursue impending refinancing.
I am in no position to take on that responsibility
under the current circumstances.

Working with Fran, i saw that for weeks I have
been very absorbed in the madness here.

Yesterday was a good day at the Farmers' Market.

It was good to get out from under this to
be in an environment where I am validated
and have some reference of sanity.

My blogging also makes sense.

I have to tend to sponsor's to honor what is being
traded.

I wrote a long letter to a housemate who I have felt
was an ally. I feel estranged now.

Truly, i am not all of one piece,
and the house is in pieces.

This could be scary if I took a reality check of
what is up.

When I get into my work, my blogging,
I do not see the other pieces.
The other pieces are close.

Phone...it is a good friend
who is sane...

The mirror of sanity is paralyzing.

I see no easy way out of this.

Is that possible?

6:14 pm
January 3, 2011


RELATED LINKS

PR4PROGRESS DOES GREAT WORK
http://plantyourdream.net/?p=168


Fran, figure out how to make this bigger!!!
January 4, 2011
7:09 am






 

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