8:03 am
December 31, 2010

Intense, suppressed, emotions coming up
from deep inside. What FES Flower Essence Flourish Remedy can
I take?

Leaving here would be a near impossible task,
to tear down all that has been built up and fills
an office, a bedroom, a basement, lots of library
space, food pantries--a house full of things and
garden materials-- into one room somewhere?

I am talking about tools and
accumulations of materials that have been built up
since 1982.

...and yet, yet...the option of living here as it is
is impossible.

I declared that the other night, in despiration
before an emergency gathering of some members of the house.

I declared I cannot continue to live here in this insanity.

ONE ISSUE

Can I possibly honor my full time job
blogging and the full time and a half attempt to live with others
here?

WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS NOW

The world so deeply needs more and more
experience and a record of the attempt to live cooperatively.
The record here is more an attempt
that shows the problems as much
as the solutions.

HOW TO TELL THE STORY?

How to tell the story without breaking the
trust and confidentiality of others?
There must be a way.


SHARING FRIENDLY POWER

The process of sharing friendly poer
and decision making is backfiring.
It is further at the point of translating into
more and more a loss of income.

CONSENSUS?

I attended a conference once
sponsored by the Fellowship of Intentional Community.
There was something about rules before
you go into consensus with others.

There are no grounds for going into consensus here.










GOING THROUGH SOME PAPERS

Better take some StayActiv
to stay awake and keep going;

NOTE FROM NOTEBOOK 2009

That was an interesting experience.
I did not know we could actually connect wtih a plant, and build my dream together. It is like a friend accopanying me with the journey.

thaks

LGdina

from Helios
she was the artist who made their
wonderful Calendar.







AVALON FIELD OF ALLIANCE

http://www.avalonsprings.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&catid=...


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