8:44 am
November 22, 2010


November 22, 2010.
Isn't this the day that JFK was assassinated?

My room needs to be put back together.
I have a guest coming to stay in here with me
tomorrow. That is the plan.

I have overdue to call Sanda, my co-owner.
She has been waiting patiently for the longest time.
Unheard of.

I have crazy energy in the house,
a big question mark over my head literally.
I heard noise in the attic.
There is no communication of necessary communication.
It has come down to dollars and sense.

I feel headachy and could throw up.
It is not possible to eat conventional food anymore for me.

The system is in place: Eat junk, get sick, take a drug.
Support insanity. Close one eye and listen to the
spin that we have safe food. Please.
Do not not even know what food is or what it is for.

Snickers? Pie? The kind of stuff I nibbled on
last night, served in a spirit of loving kindness
to celebrate 10,000 years of peace.
There is a breach. A Gap.

We don't even know anymore what is real.
A great awakening is asked, maybe right here where I am,
starting with all these pieces that need to be put in place.

I cannot say where I have been.

It has been a wonderful ride,
maybe some kind of Cinderella story,
but a shift happened. It is midnight for myself
and the carriage may be turning into a pumkin again.

Is turning back to pumpkin really that bad?
I am glad I have a beet to show me the lay of the patch.

Patch? No patch job can help us now.

First things first. Not sick enough to throw up.
Not well enough to, or am I, to communicate to Sanda.
Borderline bounding and yucky feeling in my stomach and head.

That pie I nibbled, a piece here,
a piece there, was made for another kind of future.
I am not part of that.

THE BEET SPEAK:
Leslie, watch the pessimism.
YOu need you remedies.
Go get some Grace and Fearless.

Me: Those are the remedies I am out of.


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