My daily Journey to a healthier life style

Date:   11/17/2010 3:37:04 PM ( 14 y ago)

November 9, 2010

"Man is a goal seeking animal. His life only has meaning if he is reaching out and striving for his goals." ~Aristotle

I am bored and I still have a cough, which gets annoying, since I am not taking anything to help it. I had a half a cup of tea, to help sooth my throat, but other then that just water and lemon.

I am still not doing much but laying around the house, watching TV, reading books and driving around when I do want to get out of the house. P. and his son have been doing their own thing so, I am pretty much stuck doing my own thing. How I would love to play a board game or two with someone!

I drove around town, walked here and there to keep myself from really totally vegging out. I guess I never realized how much I enjoyed working to keep my mind and body busy during the day. P. and his son are eating in the other room, for some strange reason, as well as doing other things in that guest room. It makes me feel so neglected and avoided. I remember when he used to want to play a video game with me or we would all play cards or something. Now, I have a stranger living in my house, and I am just waiting for him to leave, as he doesn't help with the bills or anything.

I have realized I have gotten a little bit emotional about things, as I am in a very rough spot in my life regarding P. I just wonder why he never followed through with any of his statements such as helping with bills, helping around the house. I guess it is because he never wanted to live here so, he sees it as he is only a guest and he doesn't have to help. Arrrrgh! I hate the direction where the relationship has gone in. Sigh.

I haven't been writing at all on my novel, which sucks. I guess it is because I don't feel good and I am stressing out about my monthly cycle and stuff. I looks like my monthly cycle is tapering off which is scaring me and making me wonder if it is possible that I could be pregnant. I am very in touch with my body, and I am not having any symptoms, as I have before when I have been pregnant. As well, as I never had a monthly cycle when I have been pregnant in the past. Just very light spotting and that is all. Nothing like a couple full pads. I will just have to monitor it to make sure. If I am, I will have to cut my fast short.

WATER INTAKE: Unknown

WEIGHT: 143 pounds


 

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