going out for some refreshment. My spirit feels damaged.
Date: 8/28/2010 7:49:01 PM ( 14 y ago)
5:34 pm
August 28, 2010
I am looking around
at an amazing amount of beautiful
books and writings and archives.
I do not know how I accomplished so much
in my life.
How did I get this far?
I have done impossible things.
I would say it was because somehow
I touched something inside,
found a way to express it,
and then got feedback that was
so positive that it elevated me
to believe I could do anything at times.
Now I am surrounded by a neighbor
that feels critical and a stability that fills
profoundly unstable.
I question how to move forward.
Am I capable of doing the magical things
that brought all who live here to this place?
Granted we are in a mess.
There is so much to do.
But that we are here at all is profound,
and I living in this place.
How will the magic continue?
I was getting some help from another housemate
who feels like an ally.
It brightened my spirit.
Through out a lot of history today,
audio cassettes.
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