8:37 am
August 7, 2010

too much too do.

can i take the day to just clean up?

can I put other things aside?

overwhelming when I look at it.

Whar FES remedy could I take?

SEASONS OF THE SOUL

Saint John's Wort
builds an inner Sanctuary of protection.

Saturday morning...
8:39 am

Something to do I can do clear something.


11:22 am

Thank God!
I made it back into my room.
It is sunny outside.
I went to the Chase Bank.
I deposited the Rent.
This is the last time I want to take time to do that
by foot. I am going to automate that right now.

I also paid the DVM.
That was very frustrating.
I could not pay it online without registering.
They would not accept a password.
Then, I tried via phone.
The phone prompt would not accept my voice
for my license #, three times.

I mailed it.

I am really getting some peace and comfort listening
to the 20 Minute Kaballah this morning
by Rabbi Wayne Dosick, Ellen Kaufman Dosick,
and Cantor Robbins.

I had thoughts to be with them this Rosh Hashanah,
but I need to do more than sit in the audience to feel fulfilled.

I am grateful for what I get to do at B'nai Borin,
working with the children.

I was hungry.
At some lamb kidney's I bought yesterday from Hani
with some squash from JR Organic, Joe, my dear friend,
bless him.

I am going to put away the Bank statement that came,
and California Coast, and put on some blinders.

It would be good on day radical day of Cancer in the T Square,
to clean up in here, n my room, and find some peace.

I do not see any resolution to
what I have taken on.

It appears humanly impossible.

I am not going to put out new feelings for a housemate
today.

I am going to absorb that I attempted to fill the room last
week, but it does not appear that the person I gave energy to
will work out. She may be good as an editor.

I do not have extra energy to put into anyone else beside me today.

Thank you.

20 MINUTE KABALLAH
http://www.20minutekabbalah.com/


THE FES SAINT JOHN's WORT
SEASON OF THE SOUL FORMULA
is giving me some inner sancuary feeling,
as it is said to do

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11:38 am

CALIFORNIA COAST
bank statement came in.
put in Quicken.
"Baruch Sheamar.."
I really live the voice of Cantor Cathy Robbings


12:17 pm

Talking to Marina:
be with one thing at a time
Conflicting priorities, things eating at the edges
of my mind.

do what i need to do

new people, hugem

swiss cheese, cut little holes in it,

one by one--
universe takes

only can do one thing at a time--

when the practical life too hard,
sou can't be kabbalistic,starts expanding...
let's keep together on the deeper levels...

12:33 pm




3:23 pm

When out to the EG Mobile to find
the bottle of lens cleaner.
Not in my Green over the should packs.
Found some pieces of my life,
a little scissor I like to carry in my fanny pack,
my flash light intermixed in the things in the glove
compartment, an old bowlI thought had been
broken and tossed out, found whole, just dirty,
a grapefruit, molding and an avocade dried out.
I have been going fast, too fast, not present
to some parts of my life.

Clearned one bag of old things on the floor,
and want to take photos of some unique
bottles send that have been taking up space
on the floor, found this old photo of
the family here at a time when we had a good
extended family in community living here.

I cannot even contrast the difference in
texture. We would never touch like this today.
One of the sweetest in the back, I will remember her
name, it is gone because I am thinking of it,
she was a fabric of the San Diego Community,
a model of sensitivity.





Dale in this photo in the back, he helped
build the dome. I never thought that John,
the blonde, lived here with Dale.

I did better then, not being the manager.
Sanda, my partner today, the primary investor,
lives elsewhere. There is another photo in this
series, where we all had our clothes off.
It was my idea. Such sweetness.
I want to send this to Amatra Barbara May.
She is in Hawaii now.


Listening over and over to the 20
minute Kabbalah in the background,
sort of like white noise.


3:47 pm

Shook out the over the shoulder bags
real well. It was in there, the Clarity lens cleaner.

I want to get a complete on the bottles sent
so I can move them off the floor.

it is 3:38 pm

spritzing with Gaia Green.
This living of too many lives at once
is having its impact.
I am in too many pieces.

Where is ILLUMINE
FES for depression.

Called Amatra Barbara May in Hawaii.
Left a message.

I need an infusion of healthy life energy.

4:36 pm

Just had an infusion of healthy life energy.
Then, my batteries went day.
I came in for more.

The Kabbalah Chant Ruach
was playing when I came into the room
for fresh batteries.


RUACH

I would like to ask Rabbi Wayne Dosick for
permission to use this for one of my Youtubes

BINAH

"Praised is the one who spoke
and the world came to be!"


GOOGLING
20 (MINUTE KABBALAH

Found this upbeat
High energy
Video Clip
with Madanno music and one tune
from Rabbi Shlomo Carlebach.
This was from The Kabbalah Center's
Berg's 82nd Birthday party.

http://gawker.com/5606481/kabbalists-have-a-dance-party-to-madonnas-like-a-pr...


I hung with the Kabbalists
a number of years ago and got some good photos.

Rabbi Wayne was talking about his book
coming out at that December event.

Back to the Garden, while I still have some momentum

Food some interesting artificacts.









 

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