"With Mars in the (supposedly) peace loving sign of Libra,
perhaps we will see more emphasis on Saturn's power
to restructure things in a balanced, nuanced way.
Or perhaps Saturn's fear factor crystallizing fear,
control, and rigidity. It all depends on
how we act or react to these energies."
--Robert Wilkinson,
July 28, report about the energies
we are in now.




9:11 am
August 2, 2010

What is being asked of me now?

I just finished an email to Sydney Murray,
a sweet lady who carries the vision for Vision Magazine.
It would make me feel good during these times
of so much shift, to continue to cultivate
a working relationship.

I imagined a story I wrote last month
was going in the magazine. Looking forward
to reconnecting and planning a bit of future
for that magazine.

Many, many thoughts rolling through my head now.

It is a time to choose as the above quote
from Robert Wilkinson suggests we can.

I know we are each choosing strategies
for this moment.

How do we survive now,
and thrive?

Last week was all about paying attention to
details. I was doing finances.

Gratfully, I got a lot done.

I want to get some complete on that today,
and take more time to reevaluate.

I also had an amazing morning yesterday
of insights and resolve.

There were too many experiences yesterday.

I need time to process this morning.

Dr.Bernard Jensen tells a story
about two heart surgeons doing a surgery.
One pauses and says to the other,
"We must take time. We haven't a moment to loose."

I feel rather than continue to propell forward
at an unnatural speed, I want to slow down for
an hour, maybe make some calls, and acknowledge
the stress as well as the accomplishment
I did last week with finances.

There is much, much more to do.

I want to approach the new week with some
pre-thought. I did a lot of killing activity last week.
I was very hard on myself.
There was a lot of beating up,
and seeing things I want to correct.

I want to improve my finances,
and these structures.

There is so much coming at me all at once,
way, way, too many experiences with not enough time
to integrate.

That is part of living with eight other people in a household.
We are not all on the way page.

There is a special intensity about now.

I had planned on doing some extra gardening yesterday
to ground the energies, but this did not happen.

I really need some positive feedback right now.

I imagine the best way I can get that it put out some love.

So here I am putting out some love to you:





I will be back.

I need to make a few calls,
and get some positive feedback.

Calling Joey Mendelsohn, first.


NOT ON THE SAME PAGE HERE

Meetings needed this week here....

rats, message.
squirrel

Josiah...


IS THIS POSSIBLE?

Checked in with Dr. N yesterday.
She said I should give up suffering here.

I am wondering how this is possible here
with the current demands.

One step at a time.

Massives amounts of communication are needed.








 

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