Incredible moments
with Sunny brought me back to life.



10:45 pm
aug 1, 10




MY NEAR DEATH


I have been having a near death experience
the last week going through finances.

It is shocking to see my failings,
my so rushing through life,
my unwillingness to slow down to the
speed of life, and using the bumpstops
of 3D living to help me succeed at
my deepest soul inspired dreams.

I want to improve my accounting practices
for what I do in my Garden Management Journal.

I want to learn from the horrific experiences
of the last week that have been shock-filled
and brought up grief as well as shame.

Paul, one of the disciples of Christ,
is said to have died daily.

Some say I have a body that was made
similar to Paul.

Some have said that in past life
I was close to him.

Saul on the road to Damascus became Paul.

He was into Moments of Awakening,
and woke up when he had to.

He was a bit of the passionate side
and pushy. He had his flaws as most of us.

I want to do better than Paul.

Maybe die less, but enjoy life more.

Now is the time to plant a new Tree of Life
right here and now.

Leslie

going to the Hillcrest FM for food.

This PYD BLOG is dedicated
Rudenski, my Rising Sun,
my friend and ally.
Blessings on your lungs in the Gulf.
Come west, Young man.


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I COPIED THIS LATE LAST NIGHT,
August 1, 2010
from AQUARIAN PAPERS,
Robert Wilkinson's site for
astrological information I find insightful

The tone of the day

Mars Conjunct Saturn at 1 Libra -
Launching New Archetypes in 2010-2011-2012

by Robert Wilkinson

It's here and now! Mars is said to be the "trigger"
for all that happens in our world and lives.
It is now in the hot zone of the Cardinal T-square,
and so launches the new archetypes symbolized
by Saturn's occupation of 1 Libra.

So this conjunction between Mars and Saturn
falls on a degree of actional transfiguration, of being
"made sacred" so that we can live some form of archetypal
reality perfect for our Higher Self. That doesn't mean
it will be easy. But it will show us
elements of our immortality.

Mars conjunct Saturn shows us the beginnings of a more balanced way to express our Saturn. Mars opposed Uranus shows we should take nothing for granted, expect the unexpected, and learn how to express our uniqueness and enthusiasm with more skill. Mars-Uranus aspects can be extraordinarily liberating, if we don't allow eccentricity or willfulness to jam the gears.

Mars opposed Jupiter shows
we must not get involved in disputes that only deflect us, and refuse all that is petty or petulant while finding forms
of a new life to begin to express in our lives.

Mars square Pluto shows the need to keep
"out of control" energies in balanced check,
and get free of corrosive,
dishonest, or extreme elements
that have hit their upper limit.

So take care. Shore up your defenses against extreme
and/or destructive energies. See the new roles
coming to the surface of your life,
and refuse to dance with all that would control
or destroy your Divine Self emerging.
This is a time for caution,
for inventiveness, for individuation,
and for moving into a new way of Being.

Find the right "containers" to protect
your fresh dreams and activities pointing you
toward a more liberating future.
Be guarded, but not defensive.
Be careful, but do not clutch
as what is leaving, nor hesitate
when it's time to act on your own behalf.
Expect arguments involving "pros and cons"
for a few months to come while closing
what needs closing.

The new is here. The Now is here.
What roles are you willing to live?

© Copyright 2010 Robert Wilkinson




11:40 am
August 1, 2010


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