6;56 am
July 24, 2010


Yesterday was an important learning day.
I fell into really poor time managment.

My niece Eva has been in town.
She has been staying at the OHI,
The Optimum Health Institute.
It is in our neighborhood.

I have figured out how to spend
as much time with Eva as I would have liked.

Yesterday figures were getting to me.
Figures got to me.

I was struggling with money numbers in Quicken 07.

The highlight of my day was talking to a man
thousands of miles away. He was the Quicken tech support
person on the Chat Room.

I was having problems indexing the Download Transactions
with the transactions in the Business and Arosa House Registers.

We spend about one hour on the phone.

This was time--from a long range perspective,
that would have been good to spend with Eva.

Yesterday was Shabbat.

That is a day is slow down enough.
It is potentially a family and community building day.
It is a day when we could be building community
with all the worlds of our being.

The Kabalah, a mystical approach to life,
sees Four Worlds that we live in from Inner Creation
to Manifestation.

The symbol of the Kabalah is the Tree Of Life.

Most of us life on another Tree.
We have our Tree of Life inside parked up against
another kind of building. We are building something else.

That is why our world is falling apart so nicely now.
We do not have our ladder up against the Tree of Life.
We are climbing up some other kind of thing
that we taking our world, both internally and long range
someplace else.

Eternity had been influenced by what we do in the present.
That is an Essene Way of Viewing. That is part of the
Essene Walk, the essential walk.

It is possible to walk through this world with Soul.

Soul is our Divine Blue Print.


BACK TO YESTERDAY

Yesterday was not a good day here at the house.
There were numbers of communications I need
to make to make living here more practical for me
as well as possible.

I need some signs.
Signs for the basment.
Signs for the hallway.

Communications with our new Youth in the House,
including Natan, who we doing our best to integrate.

There were also some important long range communications
around the house I could have been making.

There was also an important, slow it down Scrabble game
I might have been having with Eva at the OHI,
on the one day of the week when she really slows down.


STRESSING YESTERDAY

I stresses enough to lose a health yesterday.
Many hours of the day, I wanted to be with Eva.
I was with her Friday night.

I worked many, many hours Friday.
When I arrived at OHI I was exhausted.

The first question I would have needed to hear
was how was your day, or let's spend some time together
getting on the same page. This did not happen.
The rest of evening went down hill,
until the final hour when I regrouped after
emoting and bringing up upsetting feelings that
came out of both of us.


YOUR ENCHANTED GARDENER SPEAKS

The Voice inside me that I call,
Your Enchanted Gardener, is my Higher Self.
A Higher Self, from an Essene point of view,
is the accummulated wisdom that we have
to tap into, that we can access, as a result
of lessons learned.

I can hear my Higher Self,
Your Enchanted Gardener,
best when I am clear headed.

I am most clear headed in the morning.

Each day, I use up all the energy I have.
That is my pattern. It is the best pattern
for body health or mental clarity.
At a certain point, I would do better
just taking off.

When I am out of touch with my Higher Self,
stress and anxiety can get the best of me.
I do not do well when I am tired.

I have a tendency to push it.
I will push it to the max.
Yesterday, I pushed it to the Max.

I wanted to power it through
on a day that could have been a lovely
shabbat experience for me.

One of the down sides of Eva on Shabbat
is that I do not know how to reach her.

The Shabbat before, I went over to OHI,
a compound with gates. Visitors are mainly
welcome on Sunday for some hours.
I do not feel comfortable coming inside the
compound on Saturday, even to visit my niece.
There needs to be a better communication
with the managers to go beyond this.

I also do not know how to reach Eva
in the compound. She may be on the grass,
or in her room, or maybe in the room of someone
else. It is not comfortable to look around for her.

This would mean have a preset time to meet.

I do not do well with preset times these days.

I am in Crisis mode, or near to it,
here at the house.

SOME REVELATIONS THIS MORNING
FROM YOUR ENCHANTED GARDENER

There is no shortage of money in the world.
There is a shortage of flow.
The flow is blocked.
That is how the world that shows
up with so many problems is managed.
It is not managed from the Soul level.

Go see "Capitalism, A Love Story."

You will see it all.

We are in a boat that is sinking right now.
No big deal. We can do better if we start
living from a level of soul in the world.
Soul is the world is Higher Self information.

A very small percent of money in the world
is in the hands of a very few people.
This is the premise of "Capitalism, A Love Story."
Most of the people in the world do not
seem to be the main concern of the few
who have most of the money.

The concern of the few is that the many
will get together.

The many are intended to get together
so we can have more soul in the world.

I am here to help.

This becomes problematic when I do what
I did yesterday. I was not accessing my own Soul,
for much of the day.

I was, as many of us, powering it through.

I was propelled forward by anxiety and fear
that if I did not get to the other side of my finances now,
I would not have time to deal with the other potential
crisis in my life.

The living situation at home here
is full of potential energy demanding opportunities.
They feel like crisis.

STRUGGLING WITH THE MONEY NUMBERS

So yesterday, I was determined to power through,
to get to the bottom of a bunch of money numbers
so I could meet deadlines that are forthcoming.

IF I do not meet these deadlines, other Crisis
are going to rear their heads, it feels like.

I have communications I need to make.

COMMUNICATIONS NEEDED IN THE HOUSE

The Youth in the house needs to be responsible
for his own rent. I d not feel I am in a position
to generate enough income now, unless
I start management my time better.

PARKING LOT

Create a parking lot.
Do not stress over the transactions
I cannot do.

Put them in a Parking Lot.

H, at the house came up with the Parking Lot
idea.


DO WHAT I AM BEST AT

There are things in the world here
that I am really good at.

If I do what I am best at here most of the time,
my world and this world is going to be a better place
for me and every one else.

Right now, I am not doing what I am
best at.

Right now, I mean right now, I am doing
what I am good at. That is, making sense
and learning to do better from when I am off the mark.

I was off the mark yesterday.
I could have done yesterday better.

enuf.


7:29 am

COMMUNICATION FOR THE YOUTH

Please do not run down the stairs.
Take into account that you are living here
with others. I am one of the others.
When you run down the stairs,
the speed of your movement,
disturbs my flow.


COMMUNICATION FOR GUEST

Please be aware
that this is my office.
I am needing a lot of quiet time
these days to think.
I am laboring through thinking
that calls a lot of attention.


LEARING FROM JOE THE FARMER

Someone needs to manage the overall
vision here, and mission.

I have that job now.

I would do better delegating.

Joe delegates well.
I saw him do that once with 30 men
who were farming on the land.

FIrst Thing FIrst, he gathered the men
and gave them assignments.

ASSIGNMENTS HERE

We need a book of assignments here.

There are projects that could be done
while I am attending to other things.

PLANT PARENTHOOD ASSIGNMENTS.

Find these certificates.

GO ON TO OTHER BLOG PLEASE
About Exotica Rare Fruit Nursery...
Plant Sale.

Print that up...

Call Andy Lipkis of Tree People.

Do THE PARKING LOT OF 20 minutes.
Rest more.







 

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