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8:22 pm
July 22, 2010


Be back...hold my place
Keep The Beet Media Star
started channeling
John, Son of Zebedee
again today.

Michael Bedar and
Martina Hill were here in route
to the Modern Essene Gathering
in Patagonia, Az.

They slept over.

We did some rituals this morning before they left.

It was a sweet drizzle,
very Essene, very unlike July in San Diego.

Keep The Beet, who can be in more than
one place at once, left on the trip
to Patagonia. She wanted to go.

Her sister Keep The Beet,
who stayed home, blew my mind
when I started to hear
John.

I will be back.

I have to take a nap.


8:25 pm







Sorting out my thoughts and feelings---

1:39 am July 23, 2010


Woke up with to some very loud activity
in the kitchen after midnight.
The sounds brought me to my senses.
My room is really out of order at a new level
with the coming back into my life of the Essene energy.
I brought out a lot of material to show and tell about.
I went on a delightful Joy ride,

I also had a meeting with Natan today.
We were talking about working on web sites,
and having him help with the next steps of helping with finances.
The bottomline is that I have a Tax filing due with seven days,
a lot of papers to put back where they were,
and a lot of things to put in order to make the deadlines.

Getting a reality check.

If I go ahead and invest in
bringing out the Seven Love Cures,
and setting up a site,
that is not going to sell the poems.


Someone else would have to take this on
and have it as a job.

I already have two full time jobs.

That would be a third other job.

The slots are full right now.

I am not in a position to further distract
from what I have to do now.

It takes so much quiet time to keep my life in order.

What are my priorities for the next three days or so?
I need to be clear about that.

I would appreciate comfort right now,
and being able to go back to bed.

The house is temporarily quiet.

I do not have time to complete
on the wonderful videos I made with Michael,
or if I do, that will be costly.

There are also some lovely videos
of women doing the Seven love cures.





 

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