6:54 pm
July 20, 2010


My life is set up that I can
work to my max to do one full time job
that basically is all I can do, nearly well
to make ends meet.

Then, I have another full time job on top of this.

I went home out today to acupuncture.
All the slots in my head were full.
Then I had some fresh inspirations.
I wanted to come home
a deal with a box of old audio tapes.
I thought these could do to the PCOM Clinic.
They are music tapes from the 80's and 90's before
CD's came in.

They have been in a protected box near the
healing area that is now being cleared.

Lots of areas are being cleared here at
the future home of a grounded
Enchanted Garden Intentional Community.

While out, I was building up steam and confidence
to take on finances here.

In order to do Full Time Job #1,
I do not keep up with record keeping.
I generally do that in July or August,
at least before September.

I see the red flag in this, of course.
Why not have a system in place so
I can keep up with finances.

That will for the 100th time,
attempting to slow down and take time off to do that.

Meanwhile, my #1 Full Time Job will be in some
respects, flying in the breeze with committments unmet.

Today I came home to work on the rents,
part of the #2 Full Time Job, that for months at a time
has been in low gear, allowing me to work on
Full Time Job #1.

I came home prepared to do rents,
and deal with the box of old audio cassette tapes.

I also wanted to clean a crock pot that has been
left on the back porch for too long.
I dealth with that,
but first I had to deal with the unexpected,
clearly some fruit flies from a stryofoam bin
in the age of no stryofoam in Full TIme Job #1 in my life.

In order to clean the fruit flies,
I went down to wash it out at the hose
that I normally use.

That hose Y was broken.
Water was dripping.

This brought up a lot of concerns
and took my attention.

Why did this shift happen with the hose?
Why was the hose disconnected?

There was no note on the communications board,
or the hose. It was a mystery.

So I turned the hose on,
connected the hose normally there,
watered my plants in pots,
andt then attempted to turn off
the faucet.

It was spraying out water.

My level of concern grew.

Phone calls. Communications with housemates.
Direction about where the wrench was.
Some emotions expressed.

Meanwhile in the middle,
I was attempted to retart the
upload of a Video to get a complete on that.

It has stalled out.

I was monitoring a new upload.

I was able to get the faucet totally turned off
with the wrench. Success.

I was ablt to upload and embed the new video
that I did during the night.

I had some thoughts while at People's Coop
about being a meateater who possibly has the opportunity
to go to a gathering of Essenes who are raw food eaters.
I will have a visit tomorrow from two of the participants,
including one of the main teachers.

They will visit in route.

I did not have a heart to cook fresh meat,
not today.

I would write more about food issues.

I have guilt and unsettledness that my diet
calls me to eat meat.

I intended to take a nap when I got home.

I have not done that.

 

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