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Date:   7/7/2010 6:52:01 AM ( 14 y ago)

Today I wish to keep in the forefront of my mind that I am eating G*d's food and this is as close to Him that I can get in eating. Embodying the spirit, if you will. I am pretty low this morning. Not studying. Very disappointed in myself. Read only one out of 6 chapters for Thursday. Will cram tonight.

I live in this running dream in my head. It's like a television playing at all times. Exactly like my formative years. Resentful this morning too.

Chose NOT to take an inventory last night - pure defiance.

Banana & tofu for breakfast. Salad for lunch w/sunflower seeds.

Just f*cking sad.

 

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