let go, live

Date:   6/8/2010 12:52:29 PM ( 14 y ago)

Began my day like any other. Lied in bed, dreaded what I knew I should do for my well-being. Prayed, asked G*d to tell me what He wants me to know. Got on my knees and said 'thank you' for another day. Showered, had a drink of Diet Coke (yup, that's how I roll in this crap), entered the scads of receipts from debit transactions in my checkbook, wrote 7 thank-you notes for gifts for my birthday last month, made my bed. Went on the road with a quart of maple syrup/milk for breakfast, drove to 'therapy', forgot she's not there this week (yup, that's how I roll in this crap), went to pick up a raffle gift for the Remembrance Run from a donating business, post office, and work.

Went home for lunch to change my day. Cleaned two heads of lettuce, chopped a small head of parsley, cut two ripe, ripe tomatoes, half a cucumber, one yellow onion, and two carrots. Balsamic vinaigrette. Prayed the entire time worked, - out loud - the 'Our Father' prayer. Chanted it all the way to the garbage can outside. Back to work and eating my salad. This moment is all I have. I believe I am honoring G*d with my action in doing this - living and eating so close to the food He has created. Fresh, hydrating, crisp, sweet food. If I sit at His feet in all I do, I am told I will get Him in return. I serve him and He serves me. I so love seeing people glow like they're riding the edge of the wave that is the Universe. Imagine if I glowed like that. I'd have to make myself sleep life would be so fun, so much an adventure, so beautiful. I'd never want to go to bed. Being that is my biggest fear, know that? It is the polar opposite of my mother, my father, the majority of my life. I love them and I need to let go of them.

 

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