Yesterday was insane.
I walked around the backyard
before I got my signals written down for the day.
Scott knocked without calling first.
I responded.
We went out to the Dome.

The masses of neglected areas weighted
heavy on me throughout the day.

I have been going from
"I Can Do It!"
to I Give Up!" for a number of weeks.

The idea of looking head on at all that
is here at the level of the Arosa Street House
is enough to cause insanity in my head.

The Enchanted Garden Intentional Community
as a concept and a Seed Dream is very strong.
The Seed Dream propells me and gives me energy.

The stepping down of the Seed Dream into
3D crosses a bridge inside me of unaddress growth patterns
including having a strong "No!" as well as a "Yes!"

I will delineate the issues once again before long.

The day started to get better toward the late hours.
I worked a lot yesterday, May 31, Memorial Day.

One of the highlights was uploading photos
on the Olympus Sp-57OUZ.

There are inspiring and uplifing images from
the Fern Street Circus.

I spent numbers and numbers of hours
beginning to get to the bottom of the insanity.

My brain is organized on this computer.

I have spent the last six months or more in hyperspeed,
addressing national and international crisis.
I have been attending local conferences.
Attending conferences is one of my favorite personal growth
experiences.

My baskets all have leaks now.
They are not tight. I have been give, give, give.
To receive a person needs to get organized in 3D.
3D is where the rubber hits the road so to speak.

I am making a lot of progress in Virtual Reality.
facebook is coming along, but the interface between
the energies of the Universe, Virtual Reality, and 3D
have gaps.

Numbers of people said they would be here on Sunday
for the Come Root Your Dream Gathering. I ended up
spending time with housemates.

I imagine that is the results of the gap.

I am looking at tightening up the baskets.
A basket is a receiving place. It is the metaphor
I see for the place where I can organize and hold
Seed Dreams and carry them.

I have some lovely new baskets from one possible sponsor.
The baskets need to be organized as does so many other things.

I can only start and pull one thread at a time.
This has been difficult.
There are many, many things asking for attention now
including a vacancy.

There is some progress.

I am leaving in 57 minutes for my weekly acupuncture
session down at the Pacific College of Oriental Medicine.

This morning I am making major progress.

My funds in my business account are very low.

This traces to the gap between receiving and giving.
I gave more than 150 ours to the 2010 Cultivating Food Justice
Conference April 24-25 at San Diego State University.

I am only scratching the surface with giving any order
to the incredible events of the last six months of 2010.

I need to spend a lot more time creating structures.
Structures in this world are organized on my Imac.

Then, the foundation can outpicture here in 3D.

The 3D is in chaos now.

This morning I slowed things down.

I am working on securing my relationship with
my main sponsor at this time, the Biosmart EarthSmart Company.

I have spent about ten hours going through photos in the
last week and starting to get some of the structures organized
so I can organize my relationships with current and potential
sponsors better.

Slowing down and behing on top of things is the key.

This morning, I discovered some new ways to organize
my Imac.

Yes.
Thank you.
I never regained by computer organization
since leaving my last computers.
Today was the first time I set up an Alias
and stopped to see how to organize the Finder Window
better.

Finding things has been chaotic, thus the chaos
in the interface between the organization of notebooks
in my office and on the computer.

Enough.

Let me us the rest of this hour for moving toward
a complete with my dear #1 sponsor.

Hopefully, I will make sense of the organization
at home before long.

June 1, 2010
7:51 am - 8:13 am


 

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