8:26 am
May 22, 2010


Woke up in a terrific nightmare of disorientation.
I was lost. I could not find my way.

I believe the location was City Farmers Nursery.
I could not tell right from left, up from down,
is that possible?

I was all turnaround and inside out.

Had something to do with interacting deeply
with a housemate yesterday, and then a big upset
over a foundation issue. Had my head turned around.
When I take the house on directly, and all at once,
I feel in above my head.

There is a big chism between how I am seen
by one of the communities where I have invested
a ton of energy. He has a different perception of
what I am about.

My ground is a way off the ground.

I need to regroup from this nightmare.


Deeply need to find my ground.

Cleaning up some things now in my room.

1. Clear my desk.

2. Light candle.

3. File some papers off my bed.

What were the four things I saw before I
got out of bed?

Christina Russo photos on other Iphoto.
(Iphoto library was acting out.
I have a discontinuous flow between events.
I have to shut down to get back to pick up
another event to get a complete.

Losing track of which Iphoto holds what event
I need to find. Further disorientation.
I could not this working right.


I was planning to go to the SDSU graduation at
12:30 PM.

The promised ticket was not mailed by shirley.
Print up material

Can I afford to go to part of the morning Shavuot service.

I was distracted from what I needed to do Re; house...rental...

GO FOR THAT...

I will only have time to do one complete this morning.

Check on SDSU Graduation.

What is happening at City Farmers?



 

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