turnaround in mood this morning

Date:   4/1/2010 11:29:27 AM ( 14 y ago)

I'm planting seed dreams today. Planting my garden seeds in trays that will go into the earth and give me more greens and rawfood goodness that I can handle. This morning I was still not feeling right and at one point, I started thinking I really want to be happy today. Except I just didn't have the energy and then God gave me a slap upside the head and now I feel like a human being again. I really need to remember 'thoughts are things' 'what you think about it, you bring about' and most important today is Holy Thursday and I have lots to be thankful for.

Yesterday, my coworkers refused to believe that I'm thirty blah blah blah :D I am youthing everyday even with the bumps in the road. At least I know that the sun is up and I'm breathing. Working in a nursing home keeps eternity right in your face all the time. Maybe that's why a lot of the other nurses drink,smoke, take anxiety pills,etc. and I don't fault them for it. A lot of us nurses are fat because of stress and no time to eat.

It just occured to me that aside from the monthtly situation, I may be under spiritual attack and there are a lot of blocks and discouragements in my way. This has been the case ever since I started this rawfood thing for Lent. So there it is.

 

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