Leaning on the Everlasting arms

Date:   2/17/2010 1:00:17 PM ( 14 y ago)

When last we spoke, I was doing so good - Then my co-worker proposed a pre-valentine's day girls night out. UH!OH! My first thought was "Just Say NOOOOO!!!" but then I thought, you can't hide from the world. My next thought was, "Why not?! It worked before". But do I wanna be a hermit? A recluse? I can decline drinks, & dinner, and meet everyone for the movie. Smart huh? I was not altogether confident, but I figured I'd test my resolve. But do you know how good movie food looks when you havent eaten in 4 days? I had to make a choice. I chose Chicken tenders w/ bbq sauce. Who knew chicken that smelled like industrial solvent could be so good? and I enjoyed every bite. After the movie, I announced I wanted to go to coldstone and get ice cream; but after sampling 4 flavors, I decided I didn't want to buy any, because it tasted sickeningly sweet and weird. When I woke up the next day, I pondered my next move. Go back to lonely lemonaide, or no? I figured that while I made up my mind I would eat. So I did. By monday I had decided to try the PSMF after all, so I went to the store and got meat and veggies. Today is officially my first compliant day. Either road was going to be a long one. So far, so good. Wish me luck.

 

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