Range of emotions....going through the motions of preparations for WHOLE BEING WEEKEND.

Date:   9/8/2009 8:26:52 PM ( 15 y ago)

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September 8, 09
6:19 PM

Went through the motions today
of various things I would do if I go to the
WHOLE BEING WEEKEND.

I am fighting off deep feelings about this.

In general, I feel betrayed by my body.

I am use to it coming through for me
in a pinch. This has not been the case.

Yesterday, I missed an event. I was too tired
to go.

Tofay had acupuncture,
then, went to O.B. PEOPLE's for lunch
and got a few supplies including
ELECTRO-MIX, an electrolyte replacer.

GOt Up early this morning, and took
the EG MOBILE down to MIKE'S FOREIGN AUTO REPAIR.
That was weighing heavy on me.

It is not the same repair needed again
that I fixed last week.

I thought it looked like the Valve Cover Gasget.
Mike Confirmed this.

Also did some other things today:

Washed the EG Mobile.
Got a haircut.
Paid the rent.
Boughtt some more adult "diaper type
stuff in case I need it.
Turned in some clothes to the cleaners.

I need to call theAUTO CLUB and renew before
taking a long trip.

DO THAT NEXT.

Also make some more keys for a new lock.

I am boderline depressed, covering over
a range of emotions about my body,
the weekend itself, relationship feelings,
and more.

 

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