2:21 PM
September 7, 09

It is after 2 PM.
I missed a sweet little picnic
to draw attention to
an upcoming NUTRITION BILL.
I was planning to go to this for weeks.
I have been in a panicy state today,
taking a lot of intermittent naps.

I have seen days before like this.

My energy has been really low
today. Persistent diarrhea is catching up
with me, and ghosts of emotions
that I have put aside.

I feel like I am under the spell of
Mercury Retrograde today,
and really not settled into it.

I am feeling lonely, but going on
did not feel in the cards.

I am cooking some short grain bown rice.
I ate some Manna Millet Rice Bread with
raw tahini. I better update my Food Journal
for the week that I promised to keep,

I have been brooding over a box of
old negatives and prints on my bed
that I brought in from the backyard.

I am having a difficult time tossing out
shucks, but take the time to do this
is taking me way out of the present.

Fog seeping in again right now in my head.
Nutrients do not seem to be holding.

I may need more diagostic workup.

I feel a need to surrender to something,
but not sure what I am being asked to do.
It be too obvious.
I am resisting.

What Next?

What is the rice doing?
Hard to believe I blew this beautiful day
so far.

It is 2:30 PM
Monday


 

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