Bless you all who live and search and struggle.

Date:   5/1/2009 11:59:56 AM ( 15 y ago)

Hello guys,
I am still here! I am fasting. It is the first of May. I will not give up trying. I intend to peel the onion , get to the bottom of me, my dependencies and reveal my hidden corners where the Devil(bless him/her/it)can catch me unawares or where I invite him/her/it because I prefer avoiding to face myself, my emptiness, the truth. Actually I am looking for emptiness and bear truth as I have known it before by accident several times. I aim to be again so here and now it is hardly bearable. Only this time I also want to stay there and also learn to live with it. I mostly think I am ready for it, with some doubt which I intend to deal with thanks to a lot of strengh some of it drawn from GOD and JESUS (I can't help if it is their names and them that are talking to me...

 

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