April 4, 09
8:45 AM

Just lit a candle,
a Shabbat candle.
When I light a Shabbat Candle
I notice I often do this on Saturday morning
rather than Friday night.

The conventional Jewish people light
on Friday night. I have more of an Essene bent
that includes a celebration of rituals
from various Faiths, including Judaism,
Christianity, and various Earth Based
Spiritual Traditions.

Of course for me this all weaves
into Growing the Enchanted Garden
a name for our Renewed Earth.

The props I use for my rituals are
mainly natural, number one being the
Seed and Plant. I have to admit in recent
years, batteries have also become
a recurrent theme, an archetype for Renewal.

I use primarily Rechargeables, Energizer
Recharagables. It is the Energizer that
used the bunny in its commercials, right?

Bunnies? Easter? It all fits together.

It all fits together...now that is an interesting
point of view for these Fragmented Times.

DR. BERNARD JENSEN, my spiritual father,
....oh I am liking this candle burning....
it has been so very long since I took time...
Dr. Jensen, he said that when you step
on the tail of a cat, it is the other end that screams.

There is a great Saturday Morning Truth in that one.

Last night I practically died at the computer.
I worked till very late past 11 PM.
I had a headache. I feel asleep bedraggled
and nerves frayed. I woke up sometime later
with a headache that required two Bayer aspirin.

I finished last night the Walking Papers I will take
out this Spring and into the Summer. I redid most
of my pages that will go in a bound notebook
printed on Rhimax Endurable Organic Recyled Paper.

These are updates of The KEEP The BEET Media Star
papes that I will be using to help you and others
Plant Your Dream.

I am all set up on paper for the Class I want to teach
THE SIMPLE JOYS OF GROWING YOUR OWN FOOD.

I have a draft of the flyer for Last Sunday of the Month
Gatherings here at
the ENCHANTED GARDEN INTENTIONAL COMMUNITY.

I redid the Seed Prayer into a BEET PRAYER,
and redid the blank page for filling in what will
Root when you plant your dream.

I have a wonderful quote from G.T. WRENCH, M.D.
taking from THE WHEEL OF HEALTH.

I have a page for SCOTT MASTERS, who wants
to orchestrate these month end gatherings.
It is from a quote form RALPH WALDO EMERSON.

I almost died on the last two pages I brought out
last night. I was totally wilted. I redid them
to correct style and this took more than an hour
after already spending an hour. My Imac was
fighting was running molasses speed, the Photoshop
Elements, Pages, and Iphoto applications likely
causing part of the slow down.

That's it. I am turning in this machine for
an upgrade and more speed and power before
I leave for the desert on Wendesday or Thursday.

I got a late night call from STEPHEN MARKOWITZ
inviting me to his second sedar at the new
HIDDEN VALLEY SPA & RETREAT, but I will be
in the desert by then.

The call to be honest totally hit me the wrong way.
Stephen is real in his body, and FiONA, the mother
of his three kids, is an amazing woman who has
always modeled high energy and physical beauty.

Stephen was paying me a complement,
but I took it in a hurtful way. It was wanting
to applaud me for how even with my apparent
physical handicaps, I do not allow them to stand
in the way of my success.

That comment hurt. I accept the way I am
as the way I am. It goes with the territory of
how I express my humanness.

At times, I am discouraged and had second
thoughts about doing certain activities,
but I seldom back down. This can be problematic.
I have had constant diarrhea since before Fall
came in, and it is still with me.

I basically am not digesting my experiences.
I am not living a balanced life. My body suffers.
My happiest times are when I have some kind
of loving relationship going on. My best times
are when I am physically expressing with
a woman. There has been a special woman
in that space for more than eight years,
but she is in another space of healing now.
We seldom see each other. We do physically
share those energies.

Enough!!!!

Turn the Page.

This morning, is a new day,
a glorious moment of beginning to
prep for the annual desert retreat I do
in a Joshua Tree Campground with
a small group of remarkable community
centered Passover Celebrants.

The Candle...The Candle....

Oh what amazing thoughts this morning!!!!!

Gosh.

I went looking for my BIO program from
last year's BIOTECHOLOGY INTERNATIONAL CONVENTION.
I found it. My head is filled with ideas I want
to write in the months ahead.

I am going out to take a few ritual photos this morning,
and then, then, I want to start cleaning up and paying
bills between now and Wednesday.

I also have some printing to do.

There are two outings today that are very important.

I want to go meet IAN MILLER at a nearby Farmers Market,
and then ELLIE IGOE sent an email about a Seed Swap
later in the day.

Oh...the Chimney person is coming at 2:30 PM.
I better have that in mind....do...and soon, paying
the rent, and writing checks to P.

Enough. Enough.

Some great important blogs this past week.

Check out the one I wrote yesterday on Monsanto...

The drafts of new Artwork are also around in the
blogs of the last week, the ones I mentioned above.

Have a great great day.

Now is the TIme for going through the
Narrow Places and into the Resurrection.

HOT: Seed Saving...Monsanto ideas...
http://curezone.com/blogs/fm.asp?i=1388798






 

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