Overloaded Circuits by YourEnchantedGardener .....

Overloaded Circuits-blown out energy. Attempting to recover through blogging and making sense of my experience. Some slowing down essentiall and looking at emotions.

Date:   3/25/2009 9:57:58 AM ( 15 y ago)




7:56 AM
March 25, 09

This is DR. BERNARD JENSEN's birthday.
We are in the season of the ram, Aries.
My head is swimming with various threads
of ideas, related to various projects
and energies invading my Space.

Yesterday a ton of things flooded me,
more than I could handle.

Then, someone knocked on my door,
to give me more to think about,
more to do.

"Is your Mind open for something brief?"
They said. How dump. I said, "Yes."

I was aready on maximum, the dials
turned as high as they can go.

I went over the edge.

My energy rolled into disappoinments.

I felt left out of The Earth Day activities,
a time when I will have a lot of energy to give
that needs to be expressed.

Some of that energy needs to be brought home.

Go out, bring it home.

G.T. WRENCH in THE WHEEL OF HEALTH (1938)
uses the word "Recoil" the way we use the
word "Recover" today.

All the threads need to be gathered together
in a ball, all connected, all reconnected.

I wonder if I can pull together some kind
of showing up for Earth Day.

I do not know how to reach the SDSU Earth Day people.
I have no direct connection. Not at this time.
Their website doesn't have any direct numbers to call,
just emails.

That trolley is already taken off.

The deadlines for a booth were March 20.

I got a call yesterday from the Earth Fair people
about being in the Children's Parade.

Thank you for that call.

I was doing something else when the call came in.

Getting in touch with CAROLYN CHASE was on my agenda.
She is in charge of the San Diego EARTH FAIR,
the largest free event in the country.

I thought to bring my winter allies,
PERF GO GREEN and GREENOPS out here
in Spring, but I do not have those internal connections
in place either. No contact people.

I made contact with KIM FULMER, yesterday.
She is with PERF GO GREEN.

How many PERF GO GREEN Bags would
the EARTH FAIR need for their cleanup????

How manageable is that at this time?

What is Manageable?

How do I manage my Garden?
THe Garden is a metaphor for consciousness.

The Journal is an honoring of the organic steps.

Clean Up is the sensible thing to do,
and some slowing down and making of Order
here.

I have some bills to pay.
Some details to handle here at home.

I am processing great disappoinment.
I am in smashed dreams.

I need to recoil, around KEEP The BEET
Media Star and find some sensible expression
that will make sense for Spring.

How to use this day?
What is the best possible use of this day?

Some Kidney sensitivitiy from all the stress.
Some lung concern.

Need to step in, before I step out.

How did I use my time?

Any connect point with Raw Spirit festival????

Every one is likely spinning.


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