I am touched and honored that so many cared and many keep asking how am I today. I am fine, just fine.

Date:   3/13/2009 6:15:36 PM ( 15 y ago)

The success of my book is fabulous. I got so many people sending me condolences of my loss and so many enjoyed my heartfelt writings. It really made me happy. I was so touched by the many who cared of my tragedy. Most forget that this happened 7 years ago. I wrote this book immediately after he died so the feelings in the book are raw and fresh from the loss of my love one.

I never cried when he died as was in shock. A neighbor told me that when the realization of his death sat in I would be sick. I never got to that place as I always felt he was lucky to be loved by Allah so much. His death was easy and pleasant and he died with a smile on his face. He has visited me hundreds of times and hundreds of times I have dreamed of him. He waved goodbye to me in the book but several months later when I was in trouble he did return and he has been with me many times. It always amazes me how generous Allah is to me. I wonder many times if other families experience what I did with the return of the love one to watch over them.

I feel so honored to be a part of his life. For indeed he was my best friend. Sometimes I think of remarrying again but it is difficult to find one better than my MO.

SARA

 

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