I must ask myself if it was the best to let you see the workings of my soul.

Date:   3/12/2009 8:34:18 PM ( 15 y ago)

To let someone see every detail well most details, in my life is so hard. It drains my very soul, it breaks my heart and it causes so much pain you cannot immagine. To relive those days hurt. It hurts so bad I cannot explain. Everytime I read those words that I wrote I remember with oh so much details.

Mo and I were extremely very secretive and very private people and I never knew the names of his friends and he never knew where my bank accounts were, lol. We gave each other complete freedom and never questioned ever. Once his friend told me, why don't you ever ask questions and I told him cause Mo's ask Allah first and that is enough for me. Many things I could not write about out of fear but I tried to give you a story that you could relate to. I know you never knew many things about me that I am telling and I am in hopes that it will give you a new aspect of the world of Muslims.

We had our problems like every couple but there will never be another Mo and there will never be another MO and Sara. We were the greatest love story ever told and now you see a small part of our lives. I feel tired on this day as the pain is fresh, so I bid you all a good nite.

SARA

 

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