5th day of water fast by Sacristia .....

Day 5 of my complete water fast. The first stages of calm before the hectic life of detox.

Date:   2/12/2009 1:26:59 PM ( 13 y ago)

Today is 5th of my water fast. Nothing new, kind of boring actually. I am not hungry so I am just trying to keep myself busy.

I didn't post anything yesterday because it was my birthday and just relaxing and trying not to think about how it was my birthday. I slept a bit but watched some TV shows that I had seen in a while.

I wasn't alone, I spend the day with someone special and he heated up left over pizza for me to eat, knowing I love Danotos pizza. Of course, I carried the plate around and laid it on my belly as I lay in bed while watching TV with him, as he sat on the couch and had a ham sandwich. It was sweet of him to allow me to have the rest of the pizza, when I know he had a crummy ham sandwich. When he left to go back to work, I cleaned the house a bit and took out the garbage out allow with the pizza on my plate.

The rest of the day was not a good one because he wanted to take me out to eat for my dinner and I got upset when I said I didn't want to. He just wouldn't understand.

I have lost about 3 pounds but I know that is just all water or solids in my system which now is empty. So I am 124 lbs.

I haven't been sleeping well and of course, a bit emotional, but that is because yesterday was a mixed bag for me.

As for reading my Bible and praying. I haven't read my Bible. I know this is going to sound very strange, but I am just wanting to shut God out of my mind at this point in time, but I know I made a commitment to read my Bible, so I might try to do it, but I am not going to enjoy it.

As of praying, I did a little bit today, regardless I said I didn't want God in my life at this moment in time. I guess that makes me a hypocrite for doing that. It is just out of habit I guess. I have always prayed for my friends and family.

I drank alot of water yesterday and but today I have only drank about 20 ounces so far. I don't feel hungry or tired much yet, but I did feel a bit gurgly in the lower abdomen yesterday as if my body was trying to process what was left over from 5 days ago. I haven't had a BM, so I am wondering if that was it. I feel fine right now, but my right shoulder was really killing me this morning, as if I slept on it wrong.

I think I will be rest more today and reading. The Internet has really rubbed me wrong lately, so I just read my email, post things here and that is it. Chatting on Yahoo just seems a waste of time for some reason. Maybe some people here might want to chat with me on Yahoo. That would be interesting to make friends in different walks of life, rather then my mainly Christian ones.

I might look up some healthy recipes that I will use in the future and post them here to see if anyone might like them.


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