little voive inside my head

Date:   2/11/2009 4:30:19 PM ( 15 y ago)

Just want to be rid of the negative voice in my head that screams for the binge & the purge high....just want it, just want it and that's all there is to that. I feel like there is the voice of an unreasonable child inside of my head right now having a tantrum! Gotta have it...Just want it.. Crazy!!!!!
Just want my food high.
All I can do is to try to push through today.
I hope to not eat...all this food in here & so easy to just be rid of it....
I know that's my bulimic self talking & I can't stop her.



 

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