Can I really do this?

Date:   1/26/2009 9:02:43 PM ( 15 y ago)

So it's now one week since I began my new eating plan & have not binged.
Mind strong all week long. Yet tonight for a brief second while I was reading my girls their bedtime story--amazing how it just come out of nowhere! A seed was planted.
So the big bad wolf wants to eat a chicken stew and decides to fatten up a chicken by bringing 100 pancakes, tons of doughnuts, cakes...simple illustrations that triggered the Hhmmm, so gooooood! and in the back of my mind I thought about going to the store tomorrow to get all doughnuts and little debbie snacks. Uggh!
I try to be prepared for triggers, but that one came out of nowhere.

Keeping busy is so helping, especially getting a new puppy. So cute & lots of work...which with my schedule, who needs it. But I believe this new baby is also a God send. He is helping & holding my hand. He probably always has been..I just never held on.
I will hold on tight as ever & pray to get through tomorrow.

 

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