January 19, 09
7:04 AM

Woke up in a nightmare.

Had to do with an old dear friend who
gave up on me over the way I was dealing with
things at the house.

Where are my priorities?

I have not addressed the enormous
utiliity bill we had. I paid the bill,
but I did not record the transaction or deal
with the issues of communication.

I overate last night, suppressing another issue.

Friendship. I feel slapped in the face
by a scene that happened at the close of
The Best Year Ever. I have not processed that fully.
I am not sure where to go with it for support.

To I take another course, a different direction
in that relationship?

Will I ever get my needs met for attention?

There are some people who simple will never be able to
give me the time that I need.

Can I let that be O.K.?

Can I get my needs met where the friendships are reciprocal?

Can I just accept the relationships as they are
and understand the rules?

What about my Clean Up,
My Great Earth Clean UP?

What about my Decluttering?

I OVERESTIMATE WHAT I CAN DO I A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME.
I UNDERESTIMATE WHAT I CAN DO I A LONGER PERIOD OF TIME.

Dr. Bernard Jensen said this in his story about the
two heart surgeons in a very intense surgery.

One turns to the other and says, "We must take time,
we haven't a moment to lose!"

What are the priorities in the next few days before I leave
for L.A. for the GO GREEN EXPO?

What are my priorities today?

What completes can I get today?

What Order can I create out of the Chaos I have allowed
in my space as I have turned my attention on giving time
to write up the results from MY BEST YEAR EVER?

What are the things I need to do to make 2009 my BEST YEAR EVER?

What advice was given to me that hits home?

Where are the unsettled questions....the things I need to put in the
parking lot, things that need to be handled, but they can not be handled
in the short period of time that is allotted now.

What bills do I still need to pay?

RETURN DVD...to Blockbuster...it is three times for
WHO KILLED THE ELECTRIC CAR.

I will get a copy from CHRIS PAYNE, the creator.

What followup from HOLLYWOOD GOES GREEN?
Invites to VIP Party...

Call Kim...

Phone Bill to pay...611...do that now...

O.K., Leslie....you can do this.
Be your own best friend....how many of the BEST YEAR EVER COACHES
said that????

TO DO THIS MORNING:

New Camera....
bill AT&T
Return DVD...I will get a better one.

Clear my bed...
of BEST YEAR EVER...

Make a BEST YEAR EVER NOTEBOOK....
and FOLDER IN THE COMPUTER....????

MY SEED DREAMS FOR THIS YEAR...
and the PLANTS THAT GO WITH THEM....

THINGS I WOULD TEACH THE TEENS
as I accept myself as a Mentor?

This is an exercise...

JOHN ASSARAF:

50% is INHERITANCE.
50% is THE SUPPORT OF OUR FRIENDS.

Upload the photo?

Do I want to turn in the Old Camera...
or get a new one?






 

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