I want to live

Date:   1/17/2009 9:15:46 PM ( 15 y ago)

For the past 10 years of my life I have lived secretly with my addiction to food. I am bulimic. There has been many a time during this ten year time frame that I have wanted to rid myself of my addiction to food. I realize now that is is more than just an addiction...it is so much more.
Today I choose to be positive & commit to a new healthy way of living. To be of strong mind & not choose food as a way to deal with my feelings.
I want to cleanse my body & mind of bulimia.
I realize that there are professionals that can help me. I don't choose that option for myself at this present time. Someday i will. Not now.
I want to live. I am blessed with a wonderful family...I want to live a long healthy life with them.
How did it ever get this bad? How is it possible that 10 years have come & gone and I continue to live this way? No more. No more. No more.
I will cleanse my body, my mind, my soul.
A new beginning!


 

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