December 1, 08
10:38 AM






Lasr week I was full up with things I needed to do around the House.
I was taking steps to work with A#1 in one of the most difficult situations
around around the house.

Then, I had to put attention on another Housemate who has been so upset
over all the stuff in the Backyard that his spirit is broken. He
is looking at moving.

Many time, when there is a vacancy here, getting a rental becomes a full time job.

One of my main priorities last week was helping Chef Jem settle into
an office space in the Basement. That also involved methodical communications
with A#1. I was asking her to move her things out of some of the space where
Chef Jem needed space.

I was pretty much full up, between all that.

Then the Rains created an Extra Burden on the Basement.
Chef Jem was taken away from his other priorities.
Now he needed to be on top of cleaning out a trough in the Basement.
This was back breaking work, and was hurting his spirit.
On top of this, because of the rain, he needed to turn his attention
to reworking his living space that was being impacted by the rain.

Then, November 26, while all this was happening, I got an email from
the primary Co-Owner here. She was bringing up Refinancing or me purchasing,
an issue that has been under the surface for a while, and weights heavy on me
for many reasons.

Yesterday, the focus was bringing home food from the FM.
We were having a Double Birthday Party for H and for me.
This was the time that the House could get together.

Angelene made Pizza. She had some great help.

I ate Pizza as well and then Gelato late night.
It was H's inspiration to have the Pizza and Gelato.
It was a lovely meal. My idea was to watch
BROTHER SUN, SISTER MOON.

H, Angelene, Paris and I watched. Chef Jem watched the end.
We had a couple guests as well, for parts of the film.

BROTHER SUN, SISTER MOON is the dramatization of the
story of Saint Frances. It makes some very strong points
that I wanted to share with the house.

One of the main songs and lyrics is about building your
Dream Slowly.

I have set some time aside to write to my Co-Owner.
This has been a Priority. I sent her a Part ONE.
I was agreement that this might be the right time to
take on the Refinance.

Refinancing and Buying is something that brings up very intense
energies for me.

This morning I had extreme diarrhea.
I would have expected this after eating Pizza and Gelato
last night.

I was lying in bed for a couple hours taking notes about
the Refinance. I would cover my eyes with a pillow case
and then rest. Then, one more idea would come through.
I would force myself to come to consciousness and write down
the note.

I want to record some of my notes here.

The issues are so very intense.
I can get a perspective by seeing this as one more
part of The Great Earth Clean UP.
It is time to Clean this up with my Co-Owner.
I have been avoiding this for most of the year.
Really, really avoiding this.






 

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