11:44 AM
September 8, 08

My energy was pulled yesterday by house issues.
I had to give. I did not have it to give I felt.
Felt in Shock. I am in Shock in my need to pull it together
in my room before heading out back.

Feeling very discouraged at the slow pace and
ability to toss things out.

Being able to make some progress in my own space
in the next hours will help.

The house feels like a energy drain.

One voice says, it is more than I can handle.

Got the left side of my desk cleared. This is a breakthrough.

ROUND TWO
Up and At "EM!
2:25 PM

Up from my second nap of the day.
During Round One, I went through
the shelf in my office with
notebooks and loose papers.

Threw out bunch of Slow Food Event
things and numbers. Not too much
came of three years of doing the photography
for the Annual So Cal event.

4:50 PM

Working in my room.
Stopping to go to pick up EG Mobile.

5:59 PM

Has only an hour passed?
Seems like a long time more.
Anna took me to pick up the EG Mobile.
Thank You.

Have been feeling a deep Loss of Meaning.

Working on the shelf with the Pac Sym materials.
Kabbalah for the Earth hidden in here.
Lots of pieces spent a lot of time.
Found a Whole Being Shabbat flyer from last year.

Loss of meaning.
Loss of meaning.

Meaning has propelled me forward.
Imagining there was a Purpose behind what I did here.

One notebook disassembled with photos.
Point of photos? Nice art, but why this expense of energy
and time? I believe they were created for an art exhibit
for the Feng Shui Conference in August 2005.

One more Ghost of Unfulfillment.
what came of that? All the highs..the folks.
The lives touched. Spun a web of Soul empowered
meaning that gave me energy to do that.
Spirit is withdrawn from that now.

Anything more from this notebook?
This Assembly?

Where is my mind?
The national election?
Oh, how disheartening.
Our emotions are being pandered to.

We are headed to the Poor House
led by either Inspired Speeches and possible hope
or a former beauty queen capable of very vindictive juvenile
behaviors if this email gives an accurate picture.

My leg, the driving leg, numb.
I have concern about driving up to the Whole Being Weekend.

I think that Shiatsu back support can help.
I need some kind of circulation herb.

I need an uplift.

Bed full of things from Pac Sym shelf.

Third nap of the day?






 

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