7:35 AM
September 5, 08

The Past: Why does it matter so much?

I am entranced by these boxes.
There are many of them.

I am wanted to cull the things I can throw away
from the things I want to keep.

I really go into a trance over this.

Why does a program from 1995
Earth Trust Eco Psychology Conference matter?
Just because I was there?
Just because it was a significant moment in my life?
Just because I feel an imcomplete back there?
Just because I want to know if there work continued
or what these people are doing now?

Choices.
I am listening to a tape many times called
FRAGMENTATION.

The woman on the tape, I will get here name,
gives sound advice and coaching.

She wanted to simplify here life.
There is a phone number on the tape that was made
years ago. No one answers.

It looks like she is completely off the grid now.

Why is being known so important?
What does it feel like life itself?

Why is there so much pain in going through boxes
from the past?

Why it is so debilitating?

This is a time to listen to more old Feng Shui tapes.

Why does the past now feel more important that the present,
or the future?


9:39 AM
September 5, 08

Had to run up to the bathroom from out back just now.
Been working about one hour.
Started by Clearing the Space. Good. Feels Good.
Listening to ... Beth Chapman. Uplighting. PRISM.
Thank you, Jenna Druck Foundation Dad for turning me on to this...
What is his first name, the dad? I am in a different world now,
I cannot remember.

Two notebooks...old Bank Statements.
Oh, I can do this.

Wait...some checks with names of people who bought things.
Put in a pile. Blessings. Blessings going out to them. Good.
Uplifting.

And now...Box One for the Day.

First copy of TAKING SPACE,
printed from Ihouse....Jessica.
O.k. take a photo of it. Throw the rest away.

File Folders...No dust.

World Peace Celebration to make cards...
to many. Why????? Why not utilized???
Energy dropping. Some Poems...

More names on old address list.
Oh, Alice Hoover...her birthday is 5/14.

Other names of interest.
I better sit down and look at this.

First copy of Taking Space on lovely paper.
Why in here...in this coffin? Tear it up.
Recycle. a Waste, Leslie!...feeling.

THE LIGHT CONNECTION.

interview with HE made famous by Shirley Maclaine.
Ouch. Bad Feeling. Got to get to the backroom quick.

I need a nap. Hungry. Light headed.

Watermelon?

9:46 AM

 

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