August 23, 08
9 AM

What happened????

I feel like Don Quixote in that
scene in MAN OF THE MANCHA
when the Quester is lying on the ground
and forced o see his own image in a mirror.

He feels broken.

Impossible Dream?

To Dream the Impossible Dream?


Maybe I better play the song,
or would that be a furether distracrion
to the work at hand?

The Work at Hand?

Ouch!

A Massive Amount of my Life Force has been going into
Unporductive Stress about wanting the Relationship with a particular
Housemate to be at an end. I do not feel the energy to take action
on this. I do not feel the strength.

Where might be my Life Forces Focused in the
next few hours??????

THE ULTIMATE PLANT LOVER

assembly some pieces of the Energy
I have put into the plan for this book so far....

Where are the Blogs written on
THE ULTIMATE PLANT LOVER?

Oh, didn't I write something for Marilyn?
Oh, wasn't there some kind of Outline on a Blog?

Didn't Liora Leah Submit a story?

Didn't I make a list of people I wanted to have
submit other stories?

What Happened????

What is the nature of this Disease
of Fragmentation that has me
so disconnected from Completing any One Project
Body, Mind, and Soul?

Ouch!

Tonight there are two events drawing me.

The first is the Stagecoach Days in Old Town San Diego.

EG Member and friend, Scotty Wagner of ChileCo is the main chef.

No call back.

Why? Maybe no focus.
Not the photographer this year.
There are going with the Park Photog.

Not even a priority now.

Gary Seidler is having a party in Del Mar this eve.

Peter Vegso, the man who enthusiastically supports
the ULTIMATE PLANT LOVER coming into book form
will be there.

That is why I am feeling like Don Quixote looking
in the mirror.

How do I build the energy right now toward
a this Very Rare and Special Time tonight and tomorrow
when I will see Peter?????

Tomorrow I will be with Gary at the Del Mar Races.

Peter has a horse in one of the races.

The phone rang a few minutes ago.
It is likely Scott wanting to confirm our meeting
about House Business. It was scheduled for this morning.

My Energy drops.

Where;s the Focus?


TO DO FOR
THE ULTIMATE PLANT LOVER:

Early Morning Notes:

Make a Cover....
Make the KEEP the BEET Art Work.


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THE ULTIMATE PLANT LOVER:
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