I feel broken into. Starting to Process this out.

Date:   7/25/2008 10:03:02 AM ( 16 y ago)

7:39 AM
July 25, 08

Sometimes getting broken into can be a good thing.

I feel broken into.

My immune system is down.
I have been around a couple people with congestion
in their lungs the last couple days.
I am feeling some congestion in my lungs.

We take on what we welcome in.
My lungs are feeling depleted right now,
so I am open to taking in a hit that shows my lungs
are hurting.

Lungs? Lungs hurt in my way of seeing
when we are holding back something we need to see.

I need to see something.
I am sure the days ahead will reveal more of what I have to see.

I do not like what I am seeing.

A powerful quote is seeping up into my head from memory place.
The quote goes something like this:

Once there was a man who built a house based on faulty material.
He built a superstructure upon that foundation. Finally, he realized
he had to tear the house down and build a strong firm foundation.

What is a firm foundation for working with others?

For me, I have to have a two way communication
that allows for things to be expressed.
Expression deals with the lungs.

I also have to feel the other person is available
when I am doing a project with them for them.

This has not been the case on the project I have been working on
for a couple weeks it seems.

It is not the case around the house.

I am not sure I can play on these terms.

Yesterday, I was able to put the MVH assignment in a box
and mail it off.

I went into Michael's Postal Plus all shaken up.
I was attempting to meet the UPS Ground.
That was an unrealistic goal.

When all was said and done, Michael worked with me for more than an hour
to help me professionally package this assignment,
get in into a UPS ground box, help me figure out that I had
the correct address including the Ste Number,
and a lot of other details.
He actually cut and fitted the assignment to a box!

What a lesson in meticulousiness and professional work.

The question is:

How about the product in the box?
How professional was it?

I have been fighting Technology since I began this assignment.

There are other times in my life with Technology is working with me.

From my point of view, when Technology is not working with me,
there are messages.

Slow down is one message.
Be meticulous in handling details.
Take time to make sure my communications are in good shape
and healthy.

I have a tendency that when things are not working
in my favor, I work harder. I keep creating.
That is one solution I do.

I am a morning person.
Here is another thing I do.

Each day, I use up all my energy.
I do not leave anything for the next day.
I am unrealistic in the use of my energy.

I demand that my body be there for me.
When it is not, I can get angry.

A healthy person has limits.

Dr. Bernard Jensen spoke about Balanced Living.
I am the Arch Enemy of Balanced Living.
I hate to admit to that.
I am an extremist by nature.
I am more a Genius Type.

I am definitely not the norm.

I have to work hard to be sensitive to others.
I can be self absorbed. I get so determined
to complete what I am doing, even if I am going against
the current of life.

The other day, I went into accupuncture.
I have an excellent Supervisor in the Clinic at the
Pacific College of Oriental Medicine.
His name is Warren Sheer.
This is a Practitioner shift.
That means there are about four other students
who are in on the session, each doing some needling.
A number of practitioners could feel a strong superficial pulse.
This indicates Chi. Then Warren feels my pulse.
He says in a non judgmental way, when you press through the
strong surface pulse, you can press right through it.
There is no ground. There is no root.

This is the kind of pulse that comes from being an Archenemy
of Balanced Living.

I hate to admit to this.
Who would want to love such a person?

But then, the truth is, I do not know many people
who honor Balanced Living. It is not the M.O. for this Age.
It is not the M.O. for these times.

This is not an age of Balanced Living.
Most of us are selling out our souls doing things
that are not good for us or the earth.

I better stop here.
I am getting off purpose.

I better take a break and deal with on of the
expressions of the problem.

There is laundry to be folded.
There are things to be thrown out on this Trash Day Friday.

Let me thrown out a few things
and take a few steps toward Balance.

Mr. Do Too Much needs to get Grounded.

Back later with more...

8:02 AM


8:05 AM

Oh, I see, Brother Rudenski and I are sort of on the same track
here. I just read his comment.


http://curezone.com/blogs/c/fm.asp?i=1222806


He speaks to the need as well to be an example of
a Balanced Life. Thank you, dear Brother, Rising Sun.




 

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