I am beginning yet again.. Failure is not falling, its not getting up. SO I AM GETTING UP

Date:   5/30/2008 8:28:25 AM ( 16 y ago)

Ok Looking at my other blogs I have created here. I have been going at this fasting and healthy thing for over 2 years and guess what I am worst now than ever.. I am at the heaviest I have been and my body feels so out of shape its ridiculous.. I weigh 188lbs OMG!!!! THATS IS GROSS>. Well for me.. I have never been that weight maybe once when I was 9 months pregnant with my 2nd daughter who weighed 9 1/2lbs when born.. SO anyway .. I have been planning this fast forever and never have been able to keep it.. Funny thing is I know God wants me to do this.. My weight and eating has been the biggest thing holding me back in life.. The devil wants to hold me down and I am not going to let him.. THIS FLESH we live in has to be put under submission.. So here I go:

Starting STATS:
Work full time (mostly sitting but stressing)
3 daughters (very hectic) Lots of whinning and crying and yelling
I am 5'4"
currently weigh @188 could be more like 190 by now who knows???
GOAL TO BE 135 by the end of the year well actually by September
SO THESE 55-60 lbs have to GO>>> BUT also I want to have more energy in the morning .. I am currently very grouchy and achey and cant seem to get up no matter how early i get to sleep. I want to be the fittest I have been by my 30th birthday next year May...

THE PLAN: DURING THIS FAST MY MAIN GOAL IS TO GET CLOSER TO GOD AND HEAL SOME INNER WOUNDS AS WELL AS FIND PEACE AND CONTENTMENT AND TRUE PURPOSE>>>>
I WILL READ THE WORD DAILY
I WILL START & END MY DAY WITH PRAYER (THRUOUT THE DAY ASWELL)

I am going to water fast for 21 days
I am going to juice fast for 21 days
I am going to Raw Fast for 21 days
Then for 11 weeks I will be on a very strict raw/no white/way of eating..
I will then introduce carbs slowly in moderation.....

THATS IT>> HERE GOES>> Today is Friday and my day 1.. Only thing I am afraid of is that my parents are coming in 10 days and will be here for 10 days and that is my 21 days and going around with them and not eating will spark questions. Questions I dont want to answer.. We will see.. HERE I GO.. THIS TIME FOR REAL>. THIS TIME FOR THE LONG HAUL>>>




 

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