On my Mind this morning...the Mess in here. The Mess created on this Land. Wear blinders, Leslie, and Trust.

Date:   5/22/2008 10:42:49 AM ( 16 y ago)

8:26 AM
May 22, 2008

Not sure what I can count on my body to do
right now.

Intense, near unbearable pain can show up
rapidly. It is Uric Acid Crystals traveling down
or stuck in my left ureter.

Answered the phone this morning.
It was Sanda.

She cannot wait until after June 8 to sign a document
re: Refinancing.

The responsibility to keep and find the rentals is my responsibility.

The Rentors are more than Rentors.
They are Potentially the Members of the Enchanted Garden Intentional Community.
The Issue is: We are not all on the same map.
I have to take responsibility for this too.

The Household works best on Agreements.

Some Agreements have not been kept.
Some Agreements are Oral, and based on enthusiastic first impressions.
A number of people moved in with the idea that they would participate in
the garden. They do not participate in the garden.
The Garden asks love.

The Garden is a Mess.
The Property is a Mess.

The Property is like a Fairy Tale,
the result of what happens in natural growth when
people are not/are not being asked/are not naturally drawn/
have issues between them/ and participating in the natural growth.

I look at the Messes I create.
I am about to toss out avocadoes to the worms
that cold have been eaten by me or someone else.

The Food I bring in is not Managed.
I am not a good Manager of Seven Other People.

There is a Rental that is needed now.

Lots of Good People have been showing up.
Few of them want the Space that is Availalbe.
Numbers would like a Bigger Space, but Availability
as well as amount of funds they have to dedicate are an issue.

I already had my Plate Full for today and tomorrow.

I need to call in to some medical doctors I work with to
see what my options are RE Pain Killers.

I need to reach Dan for Amino Activ.

The Pain that comes up will prevent me from carrying out
the weekend plan of two events.

I will put out some house rental flyers, but basically,
I do not have time to show the place this weekend.

There is one person who is still interested.
I called her back the other day.
I was not in a condition to talk to her.
I was in pain.

What is Humanly Possible?

There may be an option to move to the
City Farmer Nursery for me. There is a Rental there now.

What is Humanly Possible?

I can take the overriped and no longer eatable avos to the earthworms.

I can put the laundry I left wet a few days ago on the line.

I can check on the weather report.

Is rain expected?

I can clean up some.

I can make Art of Bill and Abbey the Dog for Saturday.

I can print up more Biz Cards.

Can I thing out some of the Sanda Issues of needs I have here
before I sign anything?

I am asking for agreements in writing.

First things first.

Do some cleanup.
With Grace I will not have pain.
Make some juice.

Make some juice first?
Hang the laundry first?
Take the Avos to the worms first?

No put on some socks.
The weather is cold.

Wear blinders. One thing at a time, Leslie,
and Trust.

Basically, I am pleased with how Life is going through me now.

___

Check the weather report.
Call back housemate. She sounded good.
Details....MPG messages....
Confer with Paris...

8:44 AM



 

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