But I didn't say it is always easy!!! :-)

Date:   4/6/2008 4:09:32 AM ( 16 y ago)

I love you all.

I had to read some of my journal entries to remind myself of my recent past and my recent accomplishments. Life is so very interesting as I realize we are continuously faced with opportunities to empowerment. Now.. don’t get me wrong… when these choices are before us we don’t always see the fantastic in them… but it is there.. if we make the choice that is for our greater good. But remember, even in that, there is no wrong choices only opportunities of growth….so try your best and don’t beat yourself up… (that is what I tell myself!)

I know this so well as the Universe is taking me thru some of my most powerful lessons yet. I realize it is what I have been asking for and it is what I have to grow thru. Food is such a powerful force. We have to ask ourselves WHY???? If I am God, if you are God, if we are GOOD, then why oh why do we allow ourselves to be controlled by things outside ourselves? Why does something we create begin to create us? Why do we feel compelled to think thoughts that bring us pain and more of what we DON’T want? When you know the truth, life is very simple. I think mastery is what gets us.

It is easy to be ignorant and willfully blind but it is blissful to know the inner you. To know you are the master of your destiny, to know you have listened to that “still small voice.” As I write this, I am inspired and reminded to re-focus and to hold myself accountable. There is a part of your soul that calls out to you and you know that if you do whatever you “feel” you must do, then you will find “heaven” and a greater you that has always been there. I have talked so much in this blog about letting go. I pray everyday for the courage to let go of all the beliefs, habits, thoughts, the past, worry, criticism, lack, irresponsibility, fear and whatever else that is in my way. I pray that I can let go and let God do what I ask her to do. We are always asking with our thoughts and our heart. It is amazing how hard letting go can be… especially double stuffed Oreos and my pimp Lil’ Debbie! I know that I have to dig deep because I know I will never find happiness in my ignorance…that means I must be strong, I must be gentle with myself, appreciate who I am, where I am and still strive for more.

The words of Abraham-Hicks continuously ring in my head “you are perfect as you are on your way to something more.” With all of this said, I pray for me and I pray for you. We must find the courage and wisdom to do what is meant for us to do. So many wonderful things have happened since my fast. I know what it is that I want to do with myself which I can’t say how absolutely fantabulous that is! I have been meeting fantastic people who are eagerly helping me on my journey, I have more confidence and trust in myself and I am that much more enlightened. I actually learned to RELAX and enjoy the process. We are all on a journey and I had to realize that all I have is NOW and the ME I am in this moment… and that is beautiful. I actually came to know that there really is perfection in me. When this became real to me I found a true sense of peace and everything started to make sense and all the pieces of the puzzle came together. I know that we are always being guided, but we just have to be still enough and have the courage enough to listen.

That is my journey.

I promised myself I would do a 3 week fast and I must begin it within the next 2 days. I must.

I love you.


 

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