Where is Momma???? I went out to check on the Baby Hummingbirds. I thought for sure that Momma would be protecting them from the rain. The Babies were alone.

Date:   2/20/2008 12:53:16 PM ( 16 y ago)

10:39 AM
February 20, 2008

It is raining now.
I have had some concerns that the
Mother Hummingbird has not been
on the nest.

There are two babies in it.
They are growing very fast.
They seem to be pushing the edges out
when they move. They are growing feathers.

I am feeling some scared feelings,
a bit unnerved.

I got into an unnecessary communication,
and add on that caused stress to a dear housemate
who was already in stress. I had said enough.
IT was my own stuff. No need to say everything now.
I could have been more sensitive.

I am amazed how delicate my own bird like baby feelings.
My strengths come and go now as clouds.

Where is all the inspiration and love
I was feeling an hour ago?
Where did all the feelings of feeling good go?

I have much to do today.
I feel out of my own nest for a bit,
so I went out with my camera to take a picture
of the Babies.

Were they abandoned????

Oh my God where is Momma????

Has she deserted the nest????

I would imagine she would be here
covering her babies on this rainy day.

Doesn't she sit at all on the nest anymore?

I see a lot of droppings on the nearby leaves.
Does this mean she comes close but gives
the babies their space to grow their own wings?

I got close.
I looked at the babies within a few inches.

Often when I do this, Mother shows up
to make sure the babes are safe.

She came.

I did not see her but I heard her
hovering and flapping nearby my head.

It lifted by Spirit.

This individuation process,
it is something that I am learning myself.

I want to be a good parent for my own little inner child
that so deeply wants me to be his good momma present.

I am a deserter so many times.

Maybe that is why I am so fragile myself.

It's O.K. Little Baby,
Momma is near.

I am here.
I am your Momma.

Adult in Charge.

Upload a picture.
Get settled.

Go to Work!

Thank You.

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