Back on Finances. I can do this! YES!

Date:   2/18/2008 9:07:44 PM ( 16 y ago)

6:59 PM
February 18,08

Back on Finances.
Heart abandonment freakout.

I think this goes back to learning disabilities
with Money Numbers
and Mother being present to help me out.

I want to generate a House Report
for Utilities at the House Meeting Wednesday night.

I have not felt this much upset
in a while. It is shocking that I can
feel this kind of a split.

Judith Reno was coaching be last night
about Reparenting myself.

I need to hold the Baby Leslie in my own arms
rather than go elsewhere.

FOCUS:

Let's generate the report as best we can
working together, me and the Kid.
Parent and Healthy Child.

My Dreams are not present to
help me get through this.
When I put energy in my dreams
I feel sane. This is not the part of me
that feels sane that I am in touch with now.

It is so very shocking!
I can't hardly believe this is possible to split into
such a shattered personality state.

Where is my Soul now????

7:03 PM

Good Support...
James helped and I worked with him numbers of hours
on the Job's Tear patch.
We really cut out the dead stuff on this the last day of
Mercury Retrograde. It was healing.

I like working with James.
He is 21.

He is staying at La Milpa Organica Farm.

SO FAR:

Cleaned up the Water Bills from 07...
Put in Utilties...

I cannot generate a combined report yet.
that will be good.

NEXT:

I see what I owed each month for water.

Now check what I paid through the months.

I feel into a hole without Quicken working last year.
Quicken is my Ally.
Then no ability to download for many months
due to outmoded computer.

Have compassion, Leslie,
You can do this.
Thank You...
Keep going!
Thank you!




 

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