still feeling weak..

Date:   1/23/2008 12:18:28 PM ( 16 y ago)

today is the third day of my fast. i woke up feeling a little headachy and nauseous, and i'm not sure exactly whats causing this. i just feel exhausted, but i think mostly its because its that time of the month and its really physically draining between that and the fasting, so i'll just stick it out and i can only feel better from here! i took a laxative tea last night and so everythings good in that area haha.

today i'm really not hungry at all again, but i just kind of want to eat. it was inspiring reading anothers journal on curezone, because she was saying that she realized that so often we want something so badly for ourselves but we are too weak to ever stick to achieving it, and it's so true. i feel like so many times i have let myself down by giving up, and i'm feeling good about this. i'm sticking to it, and i know the first three days are the toughest. i'm just feeling very very weak and exhausted and its a temptation to nibble on something just so that i don't feel so weak, but i'll just lie low today and see how i feel from here on.

noon: i was feeling really weak again and for the first time i was very tempted to give in. 28 days seems like such a long time, but i remember feeling like this when i did the master cleanse last year - the third day was definitely the hardest. i almost bought a naked or odwalla juice just to sip on because i was feeling so weak, but im going to make some tea and see how i feel. i'm not planning on cheating.. but today is a low point. i'm afraid i'll just kind of go into a fog and break my fast. i'm going to do some work so i dont think about it.

evening: i'm feeling much much better. i'm still feeling weak overall but i'm not feeling like eating anymore. i just took a hot shower and i'm feeling much better!

 

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