9:53 AM-10:59
December 29, 07
There is a Free Mansion
that is yours. Many of us live in shacks.
I know. I can trash my beautiful room
in about one hour, just by getting discouraged
and forgetting that a clean desk,
free of unwashed dishes,
free of yesterday's work projects,
put away consciously matters.
What does God ask of us
in this Life?
That is a good Saturday morning question.
God asks us to Grow.
God asks us to Wise Up.
God asks us to use our Eartthly experiences
to become a Loving Person,
first of ourself, and then to others.
This last request, is one of the Essene Values
that are all over what some of our Fellow Mansion Dwellers
praise as the Holy Scriptures.
Why is that that there are so many Mansions in God's World?
There are so very many Ways to Life.
Some people go hectic this time of year.
Others grieve and mourn lost friends and love ones.
Some overeat on sugar and wake up the next morning
with the runs. I did that last night.
I could not make sense of my human experience.
Yesterday was so very confusion and threatening to my
every day reality that I went screaming for Momma.
I was really upset that I could not find Momma.
Momma for me now is a lovely wooden bowl. When
I was a kid Momma made chopped liver in this bowl.
Now I have it filled with Job's Tears.
Yesterday, was a day when I felt I needed to hear from
friends, but numbers of them were unavailable.
So I wanted Momma, but I could not find her!
That Bowl was no where to be found.
I was really disconcernted.
Today is a Powerful Day in My Life.
All God is asking for me is to Receive How Good
This Day can be.
I do not have to overwork.
I do not have to get down to the San Diego Natural Museum
frazzled or late. I do not have to do too much.
This can be a Really Important Day for me.
I am invited to create an Enchanted Garden Installation
at the San Diego Natural History Museum,
within eyeview of a Dinasour (sp?),
a really big Creature from the past.
My new friend Pam was pointing out,
they have an amazing Vitural Tour of Qumran
as one of these Dead Sea Exhibits,
but we are going to be asking the Museum goers
to grow something alive!
We are going to ask them to Plant Your Dream.
We are going to ask them to take a Job's Tear
and planting it in a Community Pot to add more beauty
to the world. We are also going to ask each person to
to plant one seed in a small growing egg crate, and take
it home.
As the Seed grows, so will the dream.
How Simple! How a very Childlike way to
Plant a Seed. Grow a Whole New World!
One of the Masters so loved this time of year
taught something about how you need to be a child
to enter heaven.
As an Enchanted Gardener, I believe Heaven is intended
to be right here and right now.
I am offered a Free Mansion.
All God wants of me is to grow.
God gives me all these different Mansions that I can see.
It can get so very confusion if I approach this from
a Rational Point of View. This world just does not make
any sense, not really. It is profound how little sense this
world really makes. The deeper you focus JUST on this world,
the less sense it makes. I would say it is near impossible
to figure out this world.
I would way after all my years of spiritual study,
I can only say that Truth is Relative, it is Relative to
the person who is seeing. God furthermore goes
magic tricks and will manipulate physical reality
just so we finally give up attemtping to make sense
of a limited life defined merely by the mind.
The mind just can''t figure Life out.
I'm sorry. I don't mean to hurt your feelings.
but that is my conclusion.
You will never get out of this life alive attempting
to figure out life. You will also never be able to beat the system.
The System is the Law. The Law as the Essenes knew it.
The Law is not the Rules and Regs alone that the Parking
Meter Man enforces on my street from 8-7.
Here is a big of my confusion that I had to work out
yesterday:
I spent the morning deeply reading
Edmond Bordeaux Szekely's book
called "The Origins of Christianity."
The Professor, as he is called by some,
had the most unbelieveable delicious Mind.
He can run circles around most of us.
He also had a lovely poetic side.
He also had a secret side, a Mystical side,
that I heard about through from some of his
closest of allies who are also some of my allies.
In this book, "The Essene Origins of Christianity,"
The Professor in 295 pages, gives a fully plausable
explanation based on the fiinest Historical and Scholarly
thoughts of the Mind to Full Explain how there were
two Jesus's, one the Essene Jesus, who never died
on the cross, and another man who did die.
The second Jesus was part of a military revolt.
He was crucified.
Then The Professor goes on to explain
in factual detail how modern day Christianity is based
on a foundation that can be disproved.
I was more excited by some of the flow of his writing
and thinking that I was by his argument.
I will quote some at another time.
He also quotes Thomas Jefferson. This is stunning.
Then, Then, in the evening,
I went with Pam to a Worship service.
It was very sweet to see the devotion.
The people were really getting so much out
of their belief in Jesus who for them died on the Cross.
I myself get so much out of the This Jesus story,
although I see it in a way that many modern day Christians
may hold different.
So how do you make sense of both of these Mansions?
A person can live in many mansions.
I believe Szekely was wanting to take Jesus down
from the Cross so to speak because he wanted each of us
to rise up to being fully alive. He wanted each of us to Life
our life and Plant Dreams.
The ministers at the Worship service were equally wanting
something Good for all the people who came to worship!
When I put on my Essene Eyes that looks for the Good
and Loves No Matter what I see the Good in BOTH of the
Mansiions that I can step into.
That to me is Spiritual Growth!
How many Mansions can you sit in comfortably because
you have Wised up enough in your self to not be threatened?
The question is,
am I accepting I am being offered a Mansion,
or am I choosing to live in a shack because
of my limits?
Have a great day.
I am going to.
Your EG
More Essene Teachings:
http://curezone.com/blogs/fm.asp?i=1066039