Searching for a breakthrough. Returning to some Christmas songs to lift my spirit. Headache a bit. Struggling. Need support.

Date:   12/16/2007 10:48:49 AM ( 17 y ago)

8:40 AM
December 16, 07

Got a candle lit to my left.
My desk, cleared yesterday morning,
has a pile of unruly consciousness to my right.

I have a bit of a headache.
It is manageable.

Very troubling night.

Not a Holy Night.

Wanting to regain my energies.

Feeling blockages between deep inner dreams
and Seed Dreams and Earth Plane Ego/or???
standing in the way of Essene Information
I could contribute going out
to rise up consciousness.

I will blog more on this.

Went back to play Oh Holy Night again
to get some inspiration.

Stopped in to listen to friend Stephen Longfellow Fiske
singing the Earth Anthem. You can hear that hear.

Today is Farmers' Market day.

I have Essene things piled semi helter skelter on my bed
and the desk.

Here is the link for the lovely Christmas Music:


http://www.defordmusic.com/heather.htm


I would appreciate some moral support
to write what I want to say.

You can show that my reading some of my other blogs
I wrote yesterday on the Dead Sea Scrolls.

I would like to write up something on why they are so
very important, but I am not feeling supported right now
in doing this.

There is yucky stuff going on that has withheld the
deepest truths about the Dead Sea Scrolls.

I am implicated in my own head in holding back some
of the information that could help a lot of us grow up
in consciousness.

Leslie

 

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