Seed Dreams, leaks, flow of energy the days following the Pacific Symposium

Date:   11/17/2007 12:23:50 PM ( 17 y ago)

10:06 AM
November 17, 07


Last week at this time I was in the midst of the Enchanted Garden
Installation at the Pacific Symposium.

We did some strong Plant Your Dream work.

Each day at the Pacific Symposium is different energetically.

By Saturday, I am beginning to get into the Magic.

By Sunday, I am on top of my game, even if tired.

I am gearing up to do the Closing Ceremony.

This happens around 11.

I have an "extra" soul around me when
I am doing the Symposium. I can get into
some very magical spaces.

Spirit is working with me.

After the Closing, generally brief,
and yet rousing of the community energies, I will listen to the speaker...

I am in the afterglow.

Sunday, for a number of hour, everyone is excited to meet me.

I am suddenly Known. I have an opportunity to
"gather the hay" of the harvest. .

The hours following the Closing are a time to receive.

A lot of people will plant dreams, and come over to the Altar.

Then, some very important coordination needs to happen.

Tear down begins.

This year, I did not manage the tear down well.

The ideal is to keep a minimum of things on one central table,
and hold the essential altar in place as long as possible.

Michelle helped some with the teardown.
She was burnt. Then she left.

Paris arrived late. He missed the Closing.
I would have liked his witness on this.

Then, he gave valuable assistance. Then was tired. He left.

Mariah arrived while Paris was still helping. Mariah's trade is attendance at part of the conference.
He is a valuable part of the tear down. I count on his youthful strength.

This year, he started to do massage on Morea Table with a friend
he had met the evening before. This was not coordinated activity.
I did not know what he was about. This is Morea's time to earn money,
$1. a minute. The people were all around, some tired from sitting,
and wanting massage.

Scott came. He started to help.
Paris was helping.

I was weary. I did not direct the energy well.
The added factor of Moriah on the table was impacting my energy.

Scott jumped in and basically directed all the things to be stuffed in the EG Mobile.

This was not the priority. They needed to go in Mariah's vehicle, so I could have
my attention on receiving. Instead, I was distracted. Then I had to go home to meet
Mariah at the other end.

Scott was not available at the other end to help unload.

Paris, showed up to help, when we got home.
This was valuable but unexpected.

I was very weary. I missed my time with the people.
I was confused. I could not see what had happened.

I was not able to direct the giving away of flowers, and handing out of Rodriguez flyers.

I still need to clear that with both Scott and Mariah.

The Enchanted Garden installation creates an energy that is not normal reality.

The opportunity, through coordination and cooperation, is to bring down that very special energy.

I am amazed how many opportunities did occur.

I can be an instrument of a lot of magical happenings.

Nothing really counts after the fact, unless I stay on top of management
the new opportunities.

There are many details that need to happen.

This week has been about being in the post Altar/Symposium energy.

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I have been in my confidence and felt relieved that it is over.

This is also a time when I am giving away the flowers.

The purpose of this giveaway, on a local level, is to hand out flyers
for the Rodriguez Family. They contribute the flowers.

There are always leaks during the event....things that come up
that get in the way of the successful execution of the event.

There were numbers of these energies this year.

I have not cleared some of them.

All in all, I was riding the dream for days after.

I was in the glow of possible new relationship and alliances
that come out of the energy of the Altar and participating
in this gathering.

I felt really good, in spite of tiredness and overwork.

I am riding on a wave of good feeling that gives me juice
for numbers of days.

I have to manage this afterglow energy and use it to create.
I use it consciously to bring the Seed Dreams down to earth.

I put energy this week into some of those new possible relationships.

The strongest and most real is with Nicki and Ron Nash.

I will see Nicki and the kids tomorrow.

I will lend my photography to Ron at a Fire Relief Benefit November 29th,
a Thusday in Rancho Bernardo. This alliance with Nicki and Ron has the
potential to breathe some new life into my life.

Nicki and Ron are both friends of Daniel Hendrick, my friend who
has an entourage of artists and performers around him....

[ I hear Scott ...better get on the same page...
back later... ]

Goals for today...
Keeping the Dream alive....

banking...
laundry...
cleanup living room...

things to do around the house...

___

Laundry...my space out of order...
tired...still...
discouragement...I have to fight this off....

Phase: High's turning into lows.
Realities setting in...

Need help now.

Scott...4...

Got to keep the energy moving inside me.

Banking...

Keep moving...
Leslie...

laundry...

leaks...energetically and physically...
faucet in front...

Keep going...Leslie...
Important day...

Don't loose the energy...

Much too do...
to translate seed dream into physical...
Don't let discouragement get to you, Leslie.










 

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